...when I keep wanting to write in this thing..and never really do. See I just dont really have anything to write about anymore. My life has once again plumited down to the bottom of the sewer, and no amount of bitching on this thing is going to make that any better ( Read more... )

I got a little break from work, so I figured I would update the damn thing that I hardly ever do ( Read more... )

So, not really a hole lot happening on my end of the earth. My left kidney is doing better, but then again its still not working...just doesn't hurt anymore. My love life is none exsistant, mainly because I am not a cheater, but I'm not quite sure if Jason and I are still together. He called once when we returned from LA, I didn't call him back ( Read more... )

Dont really feel like getting into what has been going on the last few weeks, just would wrather not talk about it...BUT ( Read more... )

Well, it's 6am, the headache I have had for 2 days has not subsided at all, hopefully someone is up and has pills...ugh ( Read more... )

So I have successfully gotten out of taking jason to LA with me. Sure, he's mad...but at least I can leave my life behind for a week before I worry about shit again. 8 days of pure bliss, without dad, without stupid people, without mother, without work, without jason, and without cares...for a blissful 8 days ( Read more... )

Why is it that everything seems to be going ok, when really it's actually just dormant? How long does it take one girl to live? How often should she cry over the things in which she has no control? and how many people will ask if she is ok, when really they just dont give a shit ( Read more... )

So, it's been almost 2 days since I wrote my dad that email...haven't heard hide nor hair from him yet, I dont know if that's because he hasn't gotten it, or if it's because he is ignoring me, or if charyl is making him ignore me. Was talking with my grandpa yesterday and he said yes, it's probably a good idea that I dont live iwth them for the ( Read more... )

So, not only am I really stressed about finals in a couple of weeks, and all this shit to do with my car..and work, etc. But this email I just sent to my dad, just to let him know how I feel. Weather he is angry about it, or just sad about what he's doing to me (doubtful), he knows.

I know, yet again I am going the chicken shit way of talking ( Read more... )

So, I come back from incline...think hey I want to see my boyfriend, seeing as how I hadn't talked to him in over a week...and the conversation goes ( Read more... )