pre-Wedding feelings Monday Edition

Jul 03, 2007 00:01

eXtreme Fear: Tomorrow I have to get my eyebrows waxed. I have never had them done before. I have plucked them a few times. I am a wimp. I am afraid of the pain ( Read more... )

sad, anger, crazy, relieved, fear, wedding, anxious

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Papa barsoomiangirl July 3 2007, 21:54:16 UTC
Well, I shouldn't say I'm GLAD to see you're angry at Dad, but I do have the same feeling from time to time. I'm still a bit pissed that I only got one good parent for a VERY short amount of time before I had to become fully self sufficent. Granted, Dad's death has allowed me to try and make peace with my mother, but, yeah, it still galls me that he won't be around to see my get my next degree, get married, have kids (maybe) or become a success (if that EVER happens). And, yeah, I still struggle with the whole "It's NOT fair!" thing about my circumstances, but what are you going to do? As he would say, crying doesn't make it much better and dwelling on it only holds you back. But, of course, I'm more stuck being sad than being mad, but that's always how I've reacted to tragedy in my life ( ... )

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