knights of the round
Basics
Name/Alias: Samantha Jo, Sam, Sami Jo, Jo, Joesphine
Age: 20
Gender: female
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: no pref
Where you heard about this community: on somebody's lj profile. I can't remember who it was though.
About You
Favorite Color: purple
Favorite Food: almost anything chicken
Favorite Song (and why): Amazing by Blue October because it fits the way I feel about myself in relationships. I know I'm not amazing but I'm willing to pretend to be with someone.
Strengths: super listening skills, playing video games, loyalty, empathic, polite, quiet, ability to play several musical instruments, and speed reading
Weaknesses: low self-esteem, gullible, anxiety disorder
What you love: video games, books, my cat, my family, friends, my bed, working with young kids, and music
What you hate: liars, bad drivers, math, waking up early, people making assumptions, and narrow mindedness
Hobbies & Interests: reading, playing mostly ffvii or kingdom hearts, listening to music, lazing around my house, knitting.
Your dream: To become a teacher in a daycare.
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: pessimistic
Mature or Immature: mature
Summer or Winter: summer
Morning or Night: night
Outgoing or Shy: shy
Conservative or Risky: conservative
Lead or Follow: follow
Confident or Modest: modest
Logic or Emotion: logic
In-depth
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not? Not until I get to know them and sometimes not even then. I just recently lost my best friend of 16 years because she couldn't handle my anxiety disorder even though I've had it the entire time we were friends but one day she just decided that she hated me.
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not? Alone. I freak out that people are going to be disappointed in me if I do something wrong.
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve? Help people whenever I can. I feel horrible if I don't.
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through? I used to always just act on instinct but in the past few months, I've been taking time to think about things.
What is your choice weapon and why? Swords. Because they represent strength to me and I want to be strong since I've been weak most of my life. I also think that sword fighting is just so personal and beautiful.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it? My family. At least my mom and sister. They have been there for me my entire life even when I wasn't at my best. I would fight and die for them.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be? My self-esteem. I want to be happy with myself./
Extra
(If you have three (3) clear pictures of yourself, provide them. If not, provide a detailed description of yourself)
I don't have any recent pictures of myself. I'm not a very big fan of getting my picture taken. I'm 5' 1". I have dark brown hair with hints of red in the sunlight that reaches just above my shoulders. I have bright blue/grey/green eyes that change with my mood. I wear glasses since I'm as blind as a bat. I'm of average build.
Required (For the time being, until the participation of this community speeds up, members will be required to vote on at least 5 other applications before they can be stamped. Below, post the five links so we can verify)
1. http://community.livejournal.com/midgar_rating/65135.html?view=623215#t623215
2. http://community.livejournal.com/midgar_rating/64563.html?view=623411#t623411
3. http://community.livejournal.com/midgar_rating/64181.html?view=623797#t623797
4. http://community.livejournal.com/midgar_rating/64403.html?view=624019#t624019
5. http://community.livejournal.com/midgar_rating/63424.html?view=624320#t624320