Basics
Name/Alias: Brittany/Minu
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: Don't care either way
Where you heard about this community: Eh, just around and about -laugh- Journal hopping, I suppose?
About You
Favorite Color: This is the hardest question for me, I swear. Reds and blues(But only really bright blues) and I do really like natural, grassy greens when used right...
Favorite Food: Haha, anything that isn't staring back at me or is a fungus! Not a fan of raw meat, either =P
Favorite Song (and why): I do not know, and I don't think I'll ever know! It comes and goes in phases. But, I really do love video game music or soundtracks. They're all so different, and it's so much fun picking out the individual parts in your mind to follow
Strengths: I'm creative, generally a nice person, and people always say that I'm bubbly. Really, I'm not, but haha! I'm an animal lover, and relate to animals more than I do people most of the time... I'm way too easily amused by picking apart tangles of cords or string or just anything like that, because it gets me to focus on something instead of wandering off like I usually do. -cough-
I can go on and on about basically anything, but usually only do it in my head because I can't focus my thoughts quick enough to speak! I really do care for my friends, and that's possibly the best, and worst thing about me. I'm a loyal little mutt. I'd defend my friends through the end, even if I can't do it physically. I am a wonderful rambler, though! And I'm very much so a spiritual person(reincarnation and animal totems) but the farthest thing from religious in the world. =P I'm quite quirky, especially when I'm hyper... I've gnawed on people before, barked at them, etc. It's amusing to see their reactions (And our dog loves it! xD)
Weaknesses: I've got a rather skewed vision of the world around me, but it's based on personal experience. I do not like associating with people because I don't want to get hurt nor get in a huge mess like I have in the past. I have a horrible temper, but you'd never know it unless you talked to me online because when I get angry, I'm a babbling mess of tears. I'm much better with typing than speaking, obviously. I'm also really negative, towards both myself and others--There are times I just want to step out of the flow of the world and let it keep going without me so I can gather myself.
I think VERY highly of myself, probably enough to warrant an overly prideful view =P I'm also a very big hypocrite. And, basically, if you get me angry enough, I will never forgive you. It hasn't happened to many people, though. On the flip side, I'm insecure and wonder what people really think of me. I get that feeling that people are talking about me right before I enter the room a lot, and if I don't live up to expectations I feel so bad... Like I've let everyone down, especially in band (1st trumpet with braces DX) I have a huge ego as well, which is really oxymoronic and sometimes I wonder if I'm just fooling myself into having that ego... I dunno!
What you love: My friends, animals, curling up and snuggling under warm blankets, having fun, those generic things, ya? And I like to draw... I've written a little bit, but not much! Food is awesome (Thank you, fast metabolism!), being closer and closer to graduation! Video games are fun, and I couldn't live without a computer... Pit bulls are a major weakness of mine--They have the CUTEST smiles in the world. -sigh- Ah, music, the outdoors when the weather is perfect
What you hate: Jerks, hypocrites(I am one), anyone who abuses animals, people who shove things down my throat, like religion or other view points... I don't like pointless school assignments that we're forced to do. Strict deadlines that no one can meet... Cankersores... People who act like they're all that, annoying attention seekers... pain(But I don't mind blood), people who only parrot ideas and have no views of their own...
Hobbies & Interests: Drawing, reading, video games, computer stuff, animals, especially wolves
Your dream: To go to MCAD and major in Illustration, then likely do freelance artist works. :) Go to a few cons and sell my art there, find an awesome husband eventually (I can be a hopeless romantic sometimes, but it could just be hormones!)
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Optimistically pessimistic xD I think about the worst, and hope for the damn best
Mature or Immature: Both. I tend to lean towards mature, but on the inside I know I'm still a kid and I don't want to place any MORE responsibilities I don't need on my back
Summer or Winter: Summer. Winter makes me feel miserable (Why do I live in Minnesota? I don't know!)
Morning or Night: Night owl here!
Outgoing or Shy: Shy, until you get to know me
Conservative or Risky: I'm in between.. I like taking risks, but there's that voice in my head that tells me to sit and do nothing sometimes. I don't like that voice much.
Lead or Follow: I'll follow if I like how the leader is leading. :) Otherwise, I try to take control
Confident or Modest: Modest, for the most part
Logic or Emotion: Emotion runs me!
In-depth(It wasn't already? xD)
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not?
I'm very careful with who I trust. Once you have my trust, you basically have it for life, but it's hard to get that trust in the first place. :) I do this because I've been through things in the past and I put my foot down so I won't go through anything like it again. Too many people wanted to break me down mentally, and it was well on it's way to working. :/
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not?
Alone, unless it's with my friends. I do not relate well with people that I don't know, and it makes it awkward to work with them. So I'd much rather work alone in those cases.
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve?
I help people who I think should be helped. I will not help a jerk. I won't help someone who is cruel. I'd do practically anything for a friend, within reason. I will hang back a bit, however, because I'm bad at taking initiative in helping.
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through?
Hmmm... When I try to think things through I depress myself. I'll go over every situation and the possible outcomes. A lot of the outcomes don't end up being very good. Buuut... I still usually think things through a little bit. I'd like to say I act on impulse, but I really don't... my mind gets in the way too much!
What is your choice weapon and why?
Oh gosh, I have no clue. I know I wouldn't be able to swing a sword or anything of the sort--I'm clumsy. I'm weak, so no fists. Guns are out of the question, and that really doesn't leave much. =P And, since I don't really fight unless I'm backed in a corner... I would probably, at that point, fight dirty and start yanking hair and biting. xD; I don't like to fight physically--I'd much rather twist them mentally and win that way. It's much more effective in my eyes, if I really need to fight.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it?
Animals are not inherently vicious, and can only turn so at the hands of a person. Specifically, I am against breed bans on dogs of ANY sort, because it does not solve anything in the end. Vicious dogs would still be running around unless you banned every single dog breed, because viciousness is not a breed trait of any dog. And of course I'd fight for it! I plan on doing so, because I love bully breeds so much. I would fight for any animal.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be?
Ah, so many things! -cough- But, just one thing? I won't say something like being more fit(though I do want that) but... I want to be myself. I've hidden things for so long and it's killing me inside. They're not exactly bad things I'm hiding, but they can be considered sociably unacceptable. -sigh- So I want to be able to just be myself for once. I wish I always had been myself...
Extra
(If you have three (3) clear pictures of yourself, provide them. If not, provide a detailed description of yourself)
I'm 5 foot even, skinny as hell (crazy fast metabolism -snort-) Curly brown-blonde hair, about to my armpits... I have blue eyes with brown flecks in them(really pretty :D) and lots of freckles. My friend says I look a lot like Shirley Temple, face wise(My mom used to put my hair in curlers, too x_x;) There's not much else to say, really. xD I plan on dying my hair darker eventually, because I'm sick of having hair that isn't quite blonde, and not quite brown.
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