what is happening?

its not necesarilly bad, but things are changingggggg.

i cannot wait for greg to come tomorrow.

since lj entries seem to be emo way too often, im gonna make a non-emo post ( Read more... )

Friday: 13 hours setting up the ballroom, then 6 hours of sleep
Sat/Sun: awake for 34.5 hours putting on the most amazing event EVER, dancing 26 of them with my dancers.
finding out that we raised $330,245.70!!!

Sunday/Monday: sleeping for 17 hours.
Monday: being sore in places I never thought could be sore

and its all sooo worth it.

I'm in

its been one hell of a week. busier then ever before, but just wonderful. minus the part where i dont get to see some of my girls near enough.

buttttt i am now oficially a UCLA campus tour guide!!!!

there is some pyscho-ness in my life too, but ill go into that later.

i miss mip and baitlo :(

:)

I think waaaay too much. about so many ridiculous things. i worry about everything. its stupid and pointless.

i should just loosen up and live life and not overthink things. im retareded. basically.

I am so bored. I hate this. I feel so entrapped. Theres so much to do here and so many things I want to do and no one ever follows through. I am so close to going on an excursion alone. I can't sleep all day. I can't do nothing all day. It kills me. I sit here and I can't even turn on the TV and no one is here. I want to cry. I don't want ( Read more... )

Your professor's a rock star ( Read more... )

ok so new years day, I was so pleased with my life that I couldn't even think of a resolution ( Read more... )

its too bad im not normal.

i only want what i cant have. literally. and then once i get it, im so over it.

but if i cant get it, it hurts.

i want to go on a picnic so badly. somebody help me.

right now i want this more than anything.

life is so random. i just dont know what to think of it ( Read more... )