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nobody tells anyone with cancer "stop having cancer!", so i will never understand why mental illnesses are any different.

"There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman. Some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me; only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our livestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there".
- American Psycho

this is nothing personal, cutting friends from my list I mean. I just think I'm too much for people, it's better this way :) Feel free to unfriend me as well, actually please do it, I'd feel better.

people don't seem to understand that it was never my intention to break. i used to think it was my fault too, until it came a point in which i found that nothing/no one make me do or feel or think anything different and that words can't stop this and nothing physical can stop this either, what I've got is trapped inside me, not affected by external ( Read more... )

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high school dinner tonight, no need to mention that i dont' know what to wear because i am ugly all over upside down and downside up. so i'll just try to hide in one of my big chemical or smiths tshirt and that's it. the harry potter cover couldn't be prettier (though i wanted it totally black, but it has a quarter of black so i'm glad). why does ( Read more... )

mmmm basically? watch the corpse bride non-stop under blankets. cappuccinos forever. oscar wilde always at 2am and write my novel at 4am.
i'm also mourning right now cause Incubus cancelled their tour so if my life only had 1 point, now it doesn't have a point at all. let's just die choking on cappuccino okay?

I feel like I'm less scared of the world today. Or maybe I'm AS scared but feel like doing something about it.