And, i realize, that's about all I know for sure. I've been reading over everything at work/with Ryan since Septemberish, re-doing and adding tags and such, and I realized that everything that's happened for the last twelve or thirteen weeks has been complete masturbation. We're in limbo, and nothing is happening or changing. I'm stuck in this one phase in my life, and it's so weird that I don't notice these things until completely innappropiate moments. I don't know what we are or where we're going. And I have a frightening suspicion that the answer to those questions, predictably, is nothing. And nowhere.
But god, he is sweet. And he does entertain me. And mostly he's a pretty good friend. There will be more updates now that I have a computer, more stories about us being friends, etc. More context. More fun!!
If she's that convinced he's cheating on her, make sure your birth control pills are current, spread your legs, and enjoy the ride. Same net effect, plus you get sex out of it.
Yeah for serious. I've reviewed the last few months and feel that like for all the stress and bullshit I'm going through, I should at least be getting laid.
But I'm .. not. It's not up to me, either. I can't make him cheat on his girlfriend, that's his choice. And I'm pretty sure I don't want him to. With me. So.
So I've started to branch away from the whole effing crazy situation. Hanging out with friends. Meeting new people. I'm quite certain that if I found a boyfriend all this crap might cease entirely. And there would be sex, too. Lots of it.
I should be glad? LOL well I don't know. But I am mostly, no completely, glad Rhiannon is exactly the way she is; she's one of my favourite people ever!! =))
Yes. She's effing nuts. Hot, but SUCH a pain in the ass.
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And, i realize, that's about all I know for sure. I've been reading over everything at work/with Ryan since Septemberish, re-doing and adding tags and such, and I realized that everything that's happened for the last twelve or thirteen weeks has been complete masturbation. We're in limbo, and nothing is happening or changing. I'm stuck in this one phase in my life, and it's so weird that I don't notice these things until completely innappropiate moments. I don't know what we are or where we're going. And I have a frightening suspicion that the answer to those questions, predictably, is nothing. And nowhere.
But god, he is sweet. And he does entertain me. And mostly he's a pretty good friend. There will be more updates now that I have a computer, more stories about us being friends, etc. More context. More fun!!
God, I've effing missed you!!
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Can I have your new address? I still have the one when you went to UNT. :c) I'll draw you a picture and send it to you.
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17910 Kelly Blvd. #138
Dallas, TX 75287-5925
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But I'm .. not. It's not up to me, either. I can't make him cheat on his girlfriend, that's his choice. And I'm pretty sure I don't want him to. With me. So.
So I've started to branch away from the whole effing crazy situation. Hanging out with friends. Meeting new people. I'm quite certain that if I found a boyfriend all this crap might cease entirely. And there would be sex, too. Lots of it.
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All kidding aside, though, he's eventually going to fuck someone else just to spite the bitch, and no jury in the world would convict him.
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Yes. She's effing nuts. Hot, but SUCH a pain in the ass.
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