I got off work at 9 tonight and ran into Simon in the parking lot. We talked for forty minutes before we finally got in our cars and went home. Seriously .. wow. :))) I didn't even realize it'd been that long - that boy completes me. (Shit, how many times can I remember saying that about Ryan??) Forty minutes - Larry came out (he was the late shift ( Read more... )

HA HA! Suck it, bitches! I have actually learned a lesson this time! I'm amazed at my own restraint. I mean, yes. It's killing me. I really really REALLY want to send a text message back to him. But I won't, because this time I'm stopping the cycle. Remember all those suggestive text message conversations I was having with Ryan about a year ago? ( Read more... )

Was one month since I saw Ryan for the last time. And thinking about never seeing him again is still totally, totally strange. But since everything seems to be turning out perfectly for everyone, this is the way it's going to be from now on. Dude I haven't even been to Einstein's since the thirteenth.

I'm so desperately bored. It makes me cry at

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Wahoo! Let's hear it ( Read more... )

Mine says:

Michelle is wishing she'd never even met him at all.

Yesterday was so perfect. I managed to somehow arrive at Davis Hall, the administration/information building at UTA, at the EXACT moment Katie was across the street getting out of Anatomy class .. amazing. She called me and was like, "Where are you? OMG, that's across the street! I can seeee you!!!" lolz. So she came with me and helped me get a ( Read more... )

Mmmm ... I really miss Ryan. I wish everything didn't have to be so stupid and complicated. But it always was, really. I think we just ignored it as long as we could .. maybe a little longer. I saw this coming. But I'm so BORED now. I need something to distract me ( Read more... )

All those months and weeks and daaaays of this whole me-and-Ryan thing. It's all o-v-e-r. I totally broke up with that boy today. It involved some myspace messages but who knows if I'll post them. And okay, yes. I know if you want to be technical, then it wasn't a REAL break-up. But that's what it feels like. But .. I also feel good about it, ( Read more... )

Thank fuck that starting tomorrow I get a week long break from my life. Everyone wants a piece of me and I'm so fucking sick of it. I'm sick of people not knowing what they want but expecting me to give it to them anyway. I'm sick of constantly getting judged for the things I do, like letting certain people take care of my kittens while I'm gone  ( Read more... )

To: ryan
From: Michellio
Date: Jul 21, 2006 22:36 
Sub: so heres the message i promised you

hi baby. hehe suddenly i'm all shy and don't know what to say.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ...? how was work today? super i hope, or at
least as good as it could be, seeing as you had to be with that stupid other
michelle(1) all the live long day. lame!! we should ( Read more... )