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disappearing for a while.
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At the beginning of summer 2008, Matt broke up with me to go to Europe. I made my way to a party in Salem a few weeks later, knowing I had a pair of OAR tickets I was going to give to Matt as a going away gift. At this party, I was going through the iPod that was on the dock playing music, and found a ton of OAR tracks. I played them, and found ( Read more... ) -
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i was so happy to wake up with jeff this morning.
when i got home from school i found out the due date on my structural project was pushed back an entire month.
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the amount of energy i put into managing my anxiety is exorbitant.
i am tired.
i am just so fucking tired. -
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i am so anxiety ridden that i feel like i can't function, and don't want to. -
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i walk through life heartbroken. every single day.
it's getting old.
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what scares me more than the potential of getting hurt, is the potential that things could work.
this doesn't happen to me.
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Giving Thanks
I am thankful that I have friends who love me so much that they haven't given up. I'm thankful to Chandler for getting my sorry ass out of bed three years ago and dragging me to the MH office @ BPC for an emergency appointment. I'm thankful especially to Kathryn, who has been supportive through the rollercoaster that has been built by my emotions ( Read more... ) -
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I thought that the last time I got better, I wouldn't have to go through this battle with my own mind again.
For the first time in a long time, I can not see the light at the end of the tunnel.
It's just all black. -
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what if the day comes when i decide i'm ready to pick up the phone, and he's with someone else?