im outspoken when no ones around. my tears break the silence. do you pity me because im confused? i pity myself. im so lost. do you know whats its like? do you know whats its like to know too much, yet so little at the same time? so much about things youll never completely understand. not without dying first...instead im stuck here. dying inside. ( Read more... )

my throat is closing and im going to die.

ok ive been gone. a while. sorry.

ever watched thats how myth busters? ever see the one where they tried to prove that a cd couldnt explode in a computer? well i just proved it fucking right. so i put in my fav mixed cd that corey burned me my freshman year of highschool. such a badass cd. r.i.p. < / 3 and i turn my head to pick a song to play, ( Read more... )

wow how long was that? a week? i think i could probably set a record for the amount of moodswings had in a week or so ( Read more... )

you know that feeling when you tell yourself your not gonna do something again, and then you do it, and it feels soooo goooood....yea. i fucking did it. im in the mood for some temporary lovin ( Read more... )

I COULD GO FOR ANOTHER CUP O' COFFAY!

i havent been to sleep yet?!

i had a wonderful evening. yes...it was...

im eating two huge peices of french toast and a big cup of coffee....and im smiling < 3 and thats one thing that doesnt come around here too often...

thanks < 3

this time around,i thought i found, someone who meant what they said, beyond four letters... says ( Read more... )

so like, i did alot of shit today. whoa.
 i went to work, blah blah! i picked up leah and we got STONED. one bowl dude...this weed let me tell you, i have never ever been so joyful <3 its fantastic, and we got a BUNCH


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i got hooked the fuck up tonite. i <3 corey. i went to laughlin tosee him, and his brother was in town, so that was cool, and they let me eat at the sushi bar with them, ive never been into one of those?! it was fucking good! then we walked around and no one would give me a cigarette?! i just wanted one :X ( Read more... )