Wow, i havent writtin in this thing for ages. two years ago i believe was my last entry...so im not even going to bother updating on anything. ( MmmmmmmmHmmmmmm )

O god. I dont know why he annoyed me so much but all of a sudden i miss him so much and i want to see him. i love him soooooo much but sumtimes i just want to be alone. i dont want to get hurt. im sure i love im this time i just dont know if he is sure. I mean i hurt him so many times....he HAS to be full of doubts. i would be. I dont want to see ( Read more... )

People are so gay... ok theres this person..lets just call him Stan. He is soo irratating! he wont back off and give me space! i mean come on its not like were married. and yeah hes nice and all but i just read through my entries bout Tony..(who i saw today i wanted to die) and read my dan notes and mcgovern letters and talked to mcgovern today ( Read more... )

omg...like i havent wrote in here since like the summer time and so far i have used "like" twice and its not even the end of my sentence!!! AHHHHH! lol just playin. ANYWAYZ...since then..i have date a freak...preps...and the whole bunch....and been through a lot....like i got in trouble for cuttin and disorders and stuff. got suspended for drugs ( Read more... )

I thought he loved me ( Read more... )

Megan...Honey i love you and you made up your mind so i respect and trust that. I just hope you know what your doing. Thanks for always being there for me and for being my first best friend, that was a girl, and for understanding that we both hate parents. but urs are the worst (other than mom of course) Anyways, i love you tons. dont forget that ( Read more... )

awww, i dunno. well i know, but right now i am soooooooooooooo hungry and my dad just fixed dinner so you will have to wait. more later.

DUDE ( Read more... )

OMG, tony asked me to be with him, like officially, and exclusivly, and i like him soooooo much. i am soooooo happy. !!!!!! he asked me sat, the 25 of august. it was awesome.

guess what. tony is actually nice. he is a good friend and i am starting to really like him a lot. He is easy to talk to and get a long with and he is a good person. tons of girls like him but he doesnt care. he likes me. i feel special. and i dont feel like i have to change for him to like me. because he likes me for me and that makes me happy ( Read more... )