i finished school wednesday morning, im definitely going to miss that english class. tomorrow is my birthday, but it does not feel like it. my grandpa is in the hospital, but thank god it is not his heart. i wish my b was here for my birthday. we're eating carnitas for dinner & then i think pat is having a party for me. i can't wait till he's home ( Read more... )

i would love nothing more than to fall asleep with him every night & wake up next to him every morning & be able to scooch closer to him & kiss his arms & chin & neck in between that. 12 days.

today begins 19 days without him.
i cannot wait till he comes home.
i wish he was home for my birthday
but that night he comes home & comes to hang out with me will be amazing.
♥

So back up back up take another chance
Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up wake up
this aint just a thing that you give up give up don’t you say that I’d be ( Read more... )

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im fucking heart broken. i dont understand how hes going to let something like that come between something so amazing like us. we are so fucking amazing. i understand and respect his wants but still. this kid has my entire heart and i cannot lose him. there is no way i can see him with another girl, no way. he's my everything, everything everything ( Read more... )

may god bless & keep you always, may your wishes all come true . may you always do for others & let others do for you. may you build a ladder to the stars & climb on every rung. may you grow up to be righteous, may you grow up to be true. may you always know the truth & see the lights surrounding you. may you always be courageous, stand upright ( Read more... )

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this past week has been the longest in a really long time. it was really rough seeing the family and everyone like this, especially my B. he looked amazing though. i wish he wasnt so sleep so i could see him, hopefully i will tomorrow. got lots of stuff to do over break!

r.i.p rae smith. you are loved and missed greatly. please pray for the smith family<333 they are nothing, nothing but wonderful people. i can only hope and pray that they can remain strong.