Nov 29, 2008 11:59
So back up back up take another chance
Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up wake up
this aint just a thing that you give up give up
don’t you say that I’d be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy
this boy has my entire heart & i will not give up. we have something so amazing and this thing cannot come between us. i know how much he cares about and he knows how much i care about him. we cant just let this go to waste. we're are the best of friends there could be & we are so unbelievably comfortable around eachother. i have never felt this way around anyone in my life. the minute i see him i feel it, the second our lips touch i feel it through my entire body & i know he does too. that exhale that he does, it's that exhale that you do when the moment you are in just feels perfect, it's amazing and feels just as it should be. " this just feels right" just like he said it, it does. he is all i ever think about. this is going to be a really fucking tough 3 weeks but i cannot wait till he's back home. he is my absolute everything. last night i kissed him under the mistle toe, that was the first time i have ever really kissed someone underneath mistle toe & it was lovely. i love him.