Take me as far away from here as you can, so that everything is new and every decision is something special ( Read more... )

They are so lucky, all of them, to have someone that can hold them, and that can touch them, in such a loving way. How wonderful for them, to feel that someone else, this other being, has care for them. Has even love for them. That warmth, that lingering connection, even if unstable, even if unsure. That small something. And no, this is not because ( Read more... )

I took all that heaviness and replaced it with light. Now the world can see me as I had always wished to be seen, and now I know that it is me they truly see, and not my image. So then, is my purpose to lead alone, and then, is it yours to come after me?

 My sense of self has slightly faded. Why has it been such a hard month? I'm looking for a break, and it's all just fuzz in front of me. 

Eternal Sunshine was on today, I missed most of it unfortunately. For some reason I keep forgetting what a beautiful film it is, and it seems to randomly remind me at the exact time that I perhaps should be reminded. All those epic things that defined us, I really believed in every word. It's hard to imagine life beyond something that beautiful, ( Read more... )

Maybe make it short, so that I can't stop loving him, so that he knows no limit to his worth.
Or maybe make it long, so that growth and potential emerge from the cathartic slam of heartache after love.
Or maybe let me see it, as if from a distance, so that I can write, and imagine, and dream; but never truly see, and never truly hurt.

Where has the time gone? Things are so full and yet repetitive these days that I feel overwhelmed and bored at the same time, unusually. Something fresh, something slow? I don't know, but it's becoming a bit hard to find the motivation I need to do all these great new things I planned on doing once the holidays fizzled out. On these nights I find ( Read more... )

I want to see you, and I want to have real, human moments with you ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night and it was so real.
I held onto it throughout the entire day, how wonderful it felt.
I could get lost in that feeling, real or not, and be ok with it; hugging you.

 It's been one of those beautiful winter nights. It was awesome walking all the way home from the subway station through the soft, cool snow. It gave me the right amount of down time, and I was enjoying listening to Tiesto the entire time. His new album is a really fantastic listen, and there's a lot of great Canadian talent he collaborated with on ( Read more... )