Once more unto the breach.

It seems that most of my friends, particularly my close ones are taking a joke of the thing I've always held as very important but have just recently revealed it and started acting on it... I never really thought that I would be judged so harshly by those so close to me, this solidifying my desires to get out of this area even more ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get into better shape to tighten up the figure and get rid of that bit of fat I got left. Eating alot better now, lots of pasta and the like and avoiding the junk as I'm getting more physical and excercising. All of this going towards my one goal: to finally be pretty ( Read more... )

My whole body hurts... I am so out of shape, and I'm going to fix it.

I've been doing some Eric searchign stuff recently, and I guess my decisions are the kind of things a normal person puts in a journal to tell people about, not just whining about girl problems and the jazz. By this time next year I do beleive I will have my AA after fucking around so much. I have decided to change career paths and how I'm getting ( Read more... )

Some things have caused me to turn and look upon inside myself, I'm realizing more and more that I'm nto a real person... I'm just a selected amount of attitudes and such that I observe and emulate as to seem like I'm a real person, particularly with anime char's that I like I guess, if there's even enough of a real me to like something ( Read more... )

I guess I'm single again, where is that toggle switch Christina gave me? *looks about* ah well /shrug.

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So, I got my laptop back and everything works now EXCEPT FOR THE FUCKING ETHERNET PORT making the fucking thing 5% usefull at BEST. I am not happy.

Waffles + ice cream = my new crack