Just go

[metalpunkuk]

I promise you that from my experience so far there is nothing worse in life than letting someone go that you love

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[vampirotica]

:(

I think it's better to make a complete arse of yourself and be rejected, than not say anything at all and miss the chance.

I know that's not this situation, but still :P

But the reason you didn't act on it is because you're a loyal person, who does the right thing x

[metalpunkuk]

It was. I like that I did what was the right thing at the time.
But it hurts so much to know that I never even found out if there was a chance.

I can accept it and move past it, but now and again I will always feel it. It's not often you feel so strongly about someone that you are prepared to fundamentally change your life to be with them...

Thanks x

[vampirotica]

Tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

:)

x

[metalpunkuk]

Yes.
But having loved and lost is a horrible pain and only a metaphorical benefit.

When she left it felt like someone ripping my heart out, blending it into a smoothie, putting it into a spiked shape container and piercing my head with it repeatedly. I have never felt anything like it. Not even being cheated on and separating from my wife hurt as much as that did.