Fuck off!

[metalheadbarbie]

My life sucks right about now, i hate everyone. I don't know if it's vicodin or something but i'm really tired of this! Sure everything is going good school and friend wise. But the one thing that my creator put me on earth to find is going down the fucking tube. You see i like Dan a lot but he doesn't want to go out with me. I'm pretty much use to

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[guitarmetallica]

i dont mean to sound like a dick but now u know what it feels like babe. y do u think im always so pissed all the time.

[guitarmetallica]

o and if the weed thing applied to me i just wanted to say that i woulda quit in a heartbeat for u.

[metalheadbarbie]

No it didn't applied to you, it applied to another boyfriend. ooo yeah i almost forgot Allience is suppose to be misspelled... Thats how Dan wanted it to be spelled. I'm done talking to you.

[guitarmetallica]

k have a nice life i love u

[metalheadbarbie]

If your such a good friend then why are you talking about me behind my back?

[guitarmetallica]

and ill admit im not the best friend in the world but to be honest with u i wanted to be ur boyfriend not ur friend theres a big difference and i think u threw something special away and that was me. i know ur gonna hate me after this but thats not my intention at all i just wanted to tell u how i feel.

[metalheadbarbie]

You've been away for months how do you know that i don't have a band. How are you soo sure that i'm lying. Thats what pissed me off. You didn't even ask, you just assumed it was a lie. I wanted to be your friend but if a have to deal with you talking about me behind my back then sorry but this relationship is over. And as far as me and you when i ended our relationship back in the day, it was to better you. I thought that you needed someone who wasn't unhappy all the time.

[guitarmetallica]

i dont think ur lying about being in a band, good for u. when u come out with a cd ill be first in line to buy it. i just thought it was quite funny i thought u mispelled ur own band name. u can be mad at me all u want i dont hate u or nothing u know how i feel about u u know what i want(and yes i know ull never love me the same way but i was just hoping so if u r ever willing to give me what i want let me know) and i never was upset about u being unhappy i just felt repulsive when u would turn away when id try to kiss u or when ud never tell me whats wrong. if u never noticed i have a bad self esteem so i would always think "well my own girlfriend doesnt want me so WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE"

[metalheadbarbie]

To tell you the truth in a way i found you repulsive, because if all the weed you smoked you recked of it and that would turn my stomach into knots. I never asked you to quit because it was the one thing that you could do to escape life. I didn't want to take that away from you. So i tried to deal with it till i couldn't stand it anymore.

[guitarmetallica]

and the reason y i need to know that im loved and stuff is cuz every woman iv ever met has told me that im ugly and a worthless piece of shit. so im sorry for bringing all that baggage into our relationship but in my defense i was just trying to change all that with u i just wanted someone to say "hey jerry i love u and i want u and ur my everything"

[metalheadbarbie]

i don't know what to say.

[xxbleedingtears]

tori. ur dumb.

U SMOKED WEED. HOW WAS HE REPULSIVE IF YOU SMOKED TOO.

or was that just another one of your bullshit lies?

like, for example, how the fuck did u go from being a month older than me (june 28, 1987) to 6 months younger? theres no way that both jerry and i could have heard it wrong and thought ur bday was that day.

u try too fucking hard to impress people with your corny bullshit and believe me its fooling no one. when are you gonna fucking grow up, quit telling obvious lies, and let your true self show? thats what everyone wants to see, not the veil you put on when you try to look cool. jerry and i just worry about you. we see that youre hiding and we think you should come out of that cave youve been hidden in for so long. id have a lot more respect for you if you could just be yourself for once and not what you think everyone wants you to be.

[metalheadbarbie]

I was a freshman coming into a school that i had no friends in. It was something I had to do to make friends. I'm sorry for lying to you about my birth date. I was just trying to fit in, i've learned from that and have moved on. Sorry about that.