Fuck off!

[metalheadbarbie]

My life sucks right about now, i hate everyone. I don't know if it's vicodin or something but i'm really tired of this! Sure everything is going good school and friend wise. But the one thing that my creator put me on earth to find is going down the fucking tube. You see i like Dan a lot but he doesn't want to go out with me. I'm pretty much use to

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[guitarmetallica]

and ill admit im not the best friend in the world but to be honest with u i wanted to be ur boyfriend not ur friend theres a big difference and i think u threw something special away and that was me. i know ur gonna hate me after this but thats not my intention at all i just wanted to tell u how i feel.

[metalheadbarbie]

You've been away for months how do you know that i don't have a band. How are you soo sure that i'm lying. Thats what pissed me off. You didn't even ask, you just assumed it was a lie. I wanted to be your friend but if a have to deal with you talking about me behind my back then sorry but this relationship is over. And as far as me and you when i ended our relationship back in the day, it was to better you. I thought that you needed someone who wasn't unhappy all the time.

[guitarmetallica]

i dont think ur lying about being in a band, good for u. when u come out with a cd ill be first in line to buy it. i just thought it was quite funny i thought u mispelled ur own band name. u can be mad at me all u want i dont hate u or nothing u know how i feel about u u know what i want(and yes i know ull never love me the same way but i was just hoping so if u r ever willing to give me what i want let me know) and i never was upset about u being unhappy i just felt repulsive when u would turn away when id try to kiss u or when ud never tell me whats wrong. if u never noticed i have a bad self esteem so i would always think "well my own girlfriend doesnt want me so WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE"

[metalheadbarbie]

To tell you the truth in a way i found you repulsive, because if all the weed you smoked you recked of it and that would turn my stomach into knots. I never asked you to quit because it was the one thing that you could do to escape life. I didn't want to take that away from you. So i tried to deal with it till i couldn't stand it anymore.

[guitarmetallica]

wow well thank u for not asking me to quit but if i woulda known u didnt like it i woulda quit right then cuz i didnt need another escape. U WERE MY ESCAPE. i havent even smoked in a couple of weeks but thats off the subject. i just wanted to say thanx for caring enough to not MAKE me quit something i like but also in relationships u have to communicate. i still have no idea what u like or dont like except i know u like tight leather pants, long hair, and now i know u dont like weed so i just wanted to say im sorry for the way iv been handling things and im sorry for being so frustrated with u, its just i never knew what was wrong. i didnt know if i was crazy or if u were crazy or what the hell was happening.

[metalheadbarbie]

I glad that you haven't smoked in a while. Cheers to you! You may already know this but i'm very quite when it comes to what i like and don't like. Would you like a list of things i like and dis-like for future reference...