i look in the mirror...

i hate what i see...

so i smash the mirror with my hands...

they start to bleed, but i don't care...

again i look at where the mirror was...

and see nothing...

nothing at all...

now i don't have to look at what i hate...

i am now happy...

i have this in my blog on myspace too

i went to see the movie saw 2 and it was great! it was one of the most gory, freaky movie i've seen. i was supposed to go see it with evy and two of her friends. it ended up being just me and evy. her other friends i think went shopping. the movie got over and we couldn't find her friends and so we sat in my car for a little while to keep warm. we ( Read more... )

i'm still stressed out about last saturday night. i won't be able to see my dad as much even more. i feel real sad because he means so much to me and i don't know what i would do without him. i just wish we could spend alot more time together. just me and him. a part of me is always sad because i don't see him much. and now because of what happend ( Read more... )

i don't get why anyone doesn't understand why i hate my step mom. i have really good reasons not to like her. my dad understands why i can't stand her. she says that she's never gotten any respect from me. that's true, but my dad said that she hasn't earned any respect from me. and what happend on saturday she doesn't deserve any respect from ( Read more... )

i am never going back to my dads. my step-mom pushed me too far this time. for all i care she can burn in hell. i never want to speak to her again and i hope she dies soon. she is THE worst person i have ever met! i wish she had never been in my life! FUCK HER! I FUCKING HATE HER!

yes i finally got the guitar i've been saving up for! it's really awesome! i'm just glad that no one else bought it before me. so i'm really happy today ( Read more... )

seriously, i need a fricken life. i'm so bored. work sux and college sux. what to do. nothing to do at all. i'm on my computer most of the time. i now basically live in my room now. blah blah blah blah blah blah. yeah...poop! anyways...yeah. i know, not much of an entry but it's something. oh...i like two more bands now. they're chimaira and ( Read more... )

This evil has returned ( Read more... )

man i bought some of the best cd's ever. i got the ones i listed in the last entry, but the last one is a different one from what i listed. instead of getting the slayer cd, i got a megadeth cd. i'm glad i did. i was able to afford all of these because of reward zone at best buy. that's in case you guys wonder where i got all the money for the cd's ( Read more... )

lets see, i'm supposed to be writing a paper right now for writing class but that's not gonna happen. i went to see the Red Wings yesterday, and it was sweet! i'm gonna get four cd's tommorrow, yay. if bryce reads this, he'll give it a funny look, nod his head and tell me that i need help. the four cd's i plan to get are ( Read more... )