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Okay here goes...

I have an eating disorder.

Yes, an eating disorder. No, I haven't been diagnosed*, but I have been fasting, exercising at night, throwing away food, taking diet pills and laxatives, purging, and binging for about seven years now. I'm sick, and I know it, I just don't want to seek treatment yet because the rest of my life is ( Read more... )