Hello live journal its been years. I just stalked 3 people and found myself typing this right now. My obsession with other people is disgusting and tiresome. I find humans fascinating. We are all fucked.

my goal this year ( Read more... )

I cant tell if neil young is helping or making things worse for my emotions. A wise friend told me listening to neil is like warming up with an old blanket. Ill try and see it like that. I'm moving next week. Me and amanda and chels and ernie are our up stairs neighbors. I'm very much excited. But also very much sad about leaving. I love my home ( Read more... )

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give good homes please.

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i will use my voice on the internet. You know whats the best thing to wake up to? Your boss texting you and asking why you didn't measure the pants you promised him you would last night. Then telling him the honest truth that it was too busy, no time. then getting "we need to talk". I feel sick and very angry. Ive never given so much of myself for ( Read more... )

more things up!

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money goes to my trip to san fran :)

Ive got the depression of 15 year old me. Haven't felt it in a long time. You might not see me for a while. We will all be better in the end.

I'm losing my sense of direction. I can feel the sharp pains in my feet reach my tummy and hip. Things keep churning and molding and moving and growing. I'm not ready for this adulthood shit.

I think I need to realize that there is a fine line of being friendly to strangers and apparently "being really into" strangers. I guess being kind to customers means i'm hitting on you? So you ask me for my number. He has no idea does he...

My Aunt wrote me back. She wants me to come and stay. I think I might the end of this year. :)