honestly i'm surprised that i'm still in one piece after everything that's happened (and i didn't even mention everything) .. that i still know how to love and have compassion for others .. that i still feel happy ... that i can still enjoy my life despite how hard or how sad it's been. one of the many things that's different now is that i do not ( Read more... )

is anybody out there ( Read more... )

15 yo girl and her mom asked my preceptor if i could be their doctor instead of him .. i was surprised and very honored. too bad it'll be a long time before that will ever happen.
been kinda jaded cuz some residents and nurses and attendings be gettin' on my damn nerves.
must remember the patients.

why are we here?
and why weren't we here a million years ago?

uhm, studying for the boards is overwhelming and exhausting.
they say this exam makes the MCAT look like a little bitch .. that it will be the hardest exam i'll ever take, blah blah.
sitting and studying is really, really bad for my problematic tailbone.
*sigh* life sucks. SUCKS i tell ya!

there is something really fugly about carmen electra's face and i just can't put my finger on it ..
she looks like a tranny ..

is it her eyes? too small? close-set? thin upper lip? help me out here ..

and keira knightley .. what is it about her smile that makes me shudder?

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where are youuuuuuu?
i called u yesterday ..

anyhoo, yesterday was a beautiful day .. scratched studying and went down to santa cruz to surf .. you missed a great day of surfing J!!!! ah wells .. i'm sure you've had more fun than me this week ..

it's official. school is out. boards is in. time to study like i've never studied before.

fucking Sallie Mae .. what the fuck were they thinking hiring people who have heavy accents .. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE SAYING TO ME. TRANSFER ME TO SOMEONE WHO SPEAKS ENGLISH PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M NOT INTERESTED IN DISCUSSING A $100K LOAN WITH SOMEONE I FUCKING CANNOT UNDERSTAND!!!!

running up the stairs
tripped
broke my fall with Spot
Spot = my new Powerbook G4
i broke him
i broke him bad
real bad
poor Spot
the injury left him with right homonymous hemianopsia
(the screen is cracked, and he can no longer visualize the right side of the world)

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is it too early in my medical education to already be cynical, annoyed, frustrated, pissed, and sick of it all ( Read more... )