EIGHTEEN.

[memorysuicide]

Just a... dream, right? Just a weird dream.

I wonder why I thought of her though. I wonder why I'm still keeping it.

Not that I really have much of my own possessions here. Most of this stuff I got while I was in Silent Hill that time, except for the camera. Except for... Mary's photo.

Just. A photo isn't enough though

Comments

[betterassister]

We never forget the people we care about. Even if we move on.

[memorysuicide]

Still, it feels like I'm forgetting everything about her, even though I don't want to. How. Much longer till I can't remember anything about her, aside from her face?

[betterassister]

Then...sit down and remember. Write them down. All the good times, all the bad, all the quiet moments that seemed insignificant at the time. Just...reflect on them. They'll come back to you, the more you don't run from the hurt of it.

[memorysuicide]

...I.

I'm not satisfied with only memories. If it wasn't for this goddamn city, I'd- ...

[embracethewaves]

Nani's right. Even if you don't think of them often, the people you care about always stay in your heart.

[memorysuicide]

It's not enough though.

[wretched_son]

If you forget, then surely they are not particularly memorable.

[memorysuicide]

...

But I'm not trying to forget to her. I just...

[wretched_son]

It is simple, and no fault of your own. It simply means she was not memorable. Perhaps not important.

[memorysuicide]

That's not true...! Mary was everything to me. Without Mary, I'm not.

I'm nothing.

[dynast_daughter]

You will move on, but she will endure within your heart.

[memorysuicide]

Yeah... But I'm not ready to move on just yet.