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I only updated this a couple of days ago, but I wanted to express gratitude to those who expressed their apologies for their behaviour associated with the mess surrounding my sister, Zidane and my sister's friends. It's a huge relief to me to see and hear my sister starting to feel better thanks to this exchange of apologies. There are still some

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[baker_pence]

Hey there stranger~ Where have you been hiding lately? ♥

Drama Society, hmm? I think you'd make a good actress~! You should totally go for it!

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Hi you~ ♥ Not been far~ Just being there for people in need and all that jazz~

You think so~? Well, of course you do! Anything to get to potentially see me in skimpy clothing :P

[baker_pence]

People in need? But I have needs and you haven't been here for me~ :P

Seriously though, is everything okay with everyone..? Campus seems kinda stressed out lately...

I do think so~! DAMN! You're onto me~! :P

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Oh boo~ You have a DVD player :P

Things are... strained. Students getting shot, one going missing, everything else going to hell... overtime for the resident psychic...

I'm always onto you :P You're transparent!

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[heart_shines]

I'm on my way home. It's hard to explain, but even though I know I can't do anything for Riku while he's missing, I just feel like I should be there.

Nami... no, no this isn't your fault. ♥

Do you think it could be Riku...?

[Private]

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He's your friend. A close friend. Of course you feel you should be here.

I think it could be... I'm trying to clear my mind to read what the cards are telling me, but I'm just so rattled by everything that I can't seem to see clearly...

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[heart_shines]

I want to be close to him... for when they find him..

Maybe if you weren't alone? Would having someone with you help? Maybe me or Pence or anyone?

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I know...

I'm not sure... I just need to clear my head... it's so hard to focus with all of the chaos in my head right now...

Whatever comes up, it just seems to scream that... he's in trouble and a lot of it...

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Still... I feel like I could have tried harder...

I think I need to focus on my divinations and my dreams and their interpretation of them a little better... I've spoken with my Teacher, she's going to help me. Too many people have been hurt now, I want to do what I can to prevent it...

I'm so glad he's alright, though...

[blaze_edge]

I am glad the situation's fizzled out. Even so, I still feel bad for my behavior. I probably shouldn't, but I still feel a bit...alienated.

Being the new person on campus and already creating rifts between myself and others keeps twisting the guilt even deeper.

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I can understand why you do. Kairi and her friends have been here for far longer than yourself and Zidane, and they're well-connected and well-liked in the campus community. If one gets attacked, a wall goes up and the attacker 'feels the cold', so to speak. I've seen it happen before. I know that one of Kairi's friends, one whom I'm sure was the target of your words, is very ill in hospital now. Kairi spends a lot of time there, why don't you go and talk to her there? Then you could perhaps clear the air in person and talk to him too? I'm sure he has an apology to give as well.

But you don't have to feel alienated. You and I may have not talked before (I know your name through my sister) but I'm more than willing to go out and do things with you, like shopping or the theater. It'll be fun! I know what it's like to be the new person, so let me know if you ever want to get together and do things :)

It'll do us women good to get away from the men!

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I don't think I'll be able to do that. Face-to-face conflicts are only my forte when the other person is running at me with the intent to kill.

Perhaps so. Anything with a penis tends to be bad news if it's over nine years old.

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You're not in those situations anymore, Lightning. Things are different now; you'll have to face these kinds of confrontations every day. It's far easier to verbally confront a target that doesn't have the energy to be abusive back. That's what I've found, at least...

Haha, that's true! As soon as boys hit puberty, they're nothing but trouble!