...from a friend of mine who's just left a 7 year relationship:

"i'm drinking again, i'm eating meat again, and i wanna be fucked up the ass."

this was said across a table, over dinner.

how's that for my first post in a while?

not so many good things happened today.

one of my favorite runners had to drop out of the program.

my friend may be having a cancer relapse.

i feel up in the air with life in general.

but good things are happening too - namely i'm driving down to go to disneyland tomorrow.

big things goin on out here ( Read more... )

i had my cards read last night by two dear friends of mine, by candle light - and it told me a lot of things i already knew, and brought my attention to some that i need to pay more attention to. there are a lot of changes happening, and a lot of changes coming up...and i think this is life showing me to embrace them. change can be a good thing ( Read more... )

i'm not looking.

throw her in my path.

ready?

go.

had absolutely the most delicious day yesterday ( Read more... )

it's amazing how much i've changed since moving out here, feeling stronger and more stable than ever. i've made a real life for myself...and have realized that keeping a tight circle around me of folks who believe in themselves and take steps to better their future is key. my buddies take risks, deal with disappointment, get up and move on. there ( Read more... )

it is official - i am mailing in my application tomorrow for the AIDS marathon training program ( Read more... )

surprised mom for mothers day this afternoon...came to her door with flowers and knocked. she almost fell over when she saw me. we went for a picnic in the park, wrote some poems, i fixed her computer, then we went to dinner at gardens of taxco (my favorite restaurant in la). it was a great time, except for when she brought up dad and money. i ( Read more... )

had a lovely weekend with ms. kristina ( Read more... )