I'm happy. I have no further need for LJ. It served me well, but it's no longer necessary.

If you want to contact me, call me (616 433 5014), email me (melukar at gmail dot com) or send me a myspace message (it's like email with pictures! - i'm still melukar).

By the by, I'm getting married (that's right I'M getting MARRIED).

i'm looking for a head-count for the city club trip on july 22nd. i need to find out about how many we'll be bringing so we can work out hotel arrangements and rides ( Read more... )

after not spending any time on LJ lately, I'm going to use it just as a tool to advedrtise my party.

Which is tonight. It's a BBQ potluck. There's a keg - $5/cup with unlimited refills.

If you need any information, let me know.

July 1st - Potluck BBQ ( Read more... )

so, i haven't made a post in quite a while. i'm not sure why that is. i've been having problems formulating my thoughts. i've been doing intermittent writing, including a couple of short scripts. i'm fairly excited about the shorts ( Read more... )

ever since i was little i've faked emotions i thought i was supposed to feel in an effort to feel appropriate emotions. sometimes, it worked.

i attempted it recently only to find i'm no longer so good at it.

it saddens me so much to think of how badly some people see their lives. i wish i could teach everyone that happiness is a perception and you can choose to have it.

if i see a fence, i just plow right over it.

i think i just realized that miranda's a mute is a bit of a horrific movie and i'm in love with the "villain."

i think my problem is i can only love fictional characters.

there's nothing wrong with that, right?

When someone is always around me, I'm like suffocating!

No, wait, you just said that you need to love and be loved...Yeah, but when I do, it quickly makes me nauseous ( Read more... )