Hmm, I actually have £12 today.. and can't think of a thing to spend it on. I may as well save it, before I end up  spending it on cigarettes or something silly. I guess that goes to show how much I've changed from being a kid, since in those days, I'd have some stupid material possession I'd want to buy with the money already thought out in my ( Read more... )

Well, I bring good news =] Yea, as everyone guessed before it happened, me and Drew are a thing now =] It's cools... I actually have one thing I'm happy about for a change... everything else is going tits up right now.

I'm here alone again.. everyone else is either too busy or too ignorant to come here. Okay, Drew is busy, so I wouldn't expect him ( Read more... )

Hmm well.. yesterday was weird without my knowing.

I was talking to Calum yesterday, he said Scott did tell Drew I like him... and Drew wasn't freaked out or anything like that! Wow, there's a first, lmfao!! Well, not really, but it feels like a first lolz. Anyways, Scott apparently is trying to set us up or something. Calum said something like " ( Read more... )

First off, I'm sorry I haven't commented lately... all is explained below..

So... um, I guess I start on Monday night then. Went to Stage, danced around like a prat, the usual. But yea.. remember the pervy charv from last week?? Came up to me and asked me if I wanted to dance.. so I told him to fuck off.. and then Grant came over. I told him what'd ( Read more... )

Hey peoples ( Read more... )

God... I just don't understand anymore ( Read more... )

Lauren wrote me a really lovely letter today, telling me how much she hates me, and how much everyone else does too.

Y'know what? I'm past caring anymore. They can all go to hell. I'm just gonna keep away from them all if that's how it's gonna be. I'll be lonely, but it beats having to be anywhere near HER ever again ( Read more... )

Well, I talked to Lauren and Joe on the phone today, it made me feel a little better. They asked me to come out, but there was no point, as the last bus from theirs is at 6.00, I would have only been there for about an hour. I mean, usually I'd have done it anyways, but I'll be seeing them all day tomorrow, and ((hopefully)) sleeping at lauren's, ( Read more... )

I've just waited over an hour for my mam to get off the computer, just to realise everyone's gone into town.

I'm sick of being stuck in this prison.

I wish I was dead.

Well.... meh. I don't really know what to say ( Read more... )