¬¬¬At least in heaven I can skate¬¬¬
First off, I'm sorry I haven't commented lately... all is explained below..
So... um, I guess I start on Monday night then. Went to Stage, danced around like a prat, the usual. But yea.. remember the pervy charv from last week?? Came up to me and asked me if I wanted to dance.. so I told him to fuck off.. and then Grant came over. I told him what'd happened last week and just then, and he weant fucking mad. Next thing I know, Waffle's trying to hold him back from smacking the twat all over. Grant looking out for me and Lauren is great, but I wish he didn't do it there and then, I don't want him getting kicked outta Stage.
Waffle found me after that.. made me a lil happier. I still don't get that kid. All over me one minute, gushing over some girl the next. Nyeh.. maybe I just read between the lines too much when he's around me or something. Either way, it's pretty obvious he'll never ask me out.. it's like I'm just a little toy for him or something. Nyeh..
Right, yesterday. Fuck, where do I start?? Well, if you guys can cast your minds back a year, yesterday was the first anniversary of Joe's death. Lauren, Jenny, Aimee and I, along with many more of Joe's friends, went to see him yesterday in his grave. I gave him a candle, two roses and the picture I drew for him ((see below)), and we sat for a few hours with him. As you guys know, I never went to the funeral, so seeing his grave was a huge shock for me. Up until that moment yesterday, I did not believe Joe was dead. But there it was, in front of me, and I couldn't deny it anymore. But, after the hysterics and staring at the grave, I managed to calm down, and we were all actually really happy, just talking about Joe, and all the stupid things he used to do =]]
Last night, we had fireworks for Joe in exi. Joe loved that feckin place, it was the only place I ever saw him, apart from rare appearances at the green. One of the fireworks went right over the skate park- it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Even though I wish I'd taken a picture or a video or something, I know that image will always be in my head forever.
I really hope Joe is having a good time in heaven, and he is happy =] Like Aly said yesterday, I haven't lost a friend, I've gained an angel.
So... um, I guess I start on Monday night then. Went to Stage, danced around like a prat, the usual. But yea.. remember the pervy charv from last week?? Came up to me and asked me if I wanted to dance.. so I told him to fuck off.. and then Grant came over. I told him what'd happened last week and just then, and he weant fucking mad. Next thing I know, Waffle's trying to hold him back from smacking the twat all over. Grant looking out for me and Lauren is great, but I wish he didn't do it there and then, I don't want him getting kicked outta Stage.
Waffle found me after that.. made me a lil happier. I still don't get that kid. All over me one minute, gushing over some girl the next. Nyeh.. maybe I just read between the lines too much when he's around me or something. Either way, it's pretty obvious he'll never ask me out.. it's like I'm just a little toy for him or something. Nyeh..
Right, yesterday. Fuck, where do I start?? Well, if you guys can cast your minds back a year, yesterday was the first anniversary of Joe's death. Lauren, Jenny, Aimee and I, along with many more of Joe's friends, went to see him yesterday in his grave. I gave him a candle, two roses and the picture I drew for him ((see below)), and we sat for a few hours with him. As you guys know, I never went to the funeral, so seeing his grave was a huge shock for me. Up until that moment yesterday, I did not believe Joe was dead. But there it was, in front of me, and I couldn't deny it anymore. But, after the hysterics and staring at the grave, I managed to calm down, and we were all actually really happy, just talking about Joe, and all the stupid things he used to do =]]
Last night, we had fireworks for Joe in exi. Joe loved that feckin place, it was the only place I ever saw him, apart from rare appearances at the green. One of the fireworks went right over the skate park- it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Even though I wish I'd taken a picture or a video or something, I know that image will always be in my head forever.
I really hope Joe is having a good time in heaven, and he is happy =] Like Aly said yesterday, I haven't lost a friend, I've gained an angel.