So much has gone wrong this week I don't even know where to start. Of course this would also be the week Sultry is training people at the paper in Ottawa ( Read more... )

Home from Playgroup and ready to cry crying. Lots of questions about my summer and how I'm doing and I told The Story two or three times. It wasn't until the coffee wore off and everyone was gone that I realized I'm really *not* ok with the miscarriage.

I want to be ok. I need to be ok. But you know what? I lost the freaking baby I've been waiting ( Read more... )

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I am still alive (although at the moment I might prefer otherwise *cough* *sneeze* *sniffle ( Read more... )

I went to the clinic and everything is good. I can try again in my next cycle. This is assuming stress doesn't play merry havok with my body and a new cycle actually comes around.

We have a car. Ummmmm.... actually.... we have something a little bigger than a car. *gulp*

We've decided to delay the roadtrip by one week. Many, many things were ( Read more... )

...I'm turning into a junkie. One Oxycodone a day sorta deals with the 4pm cramps (today was the first day without them) and I've been taking  Empracet to try and kill The Worst Headache Ever (it's going on 28 hours now). I've started taking my Adderall too ( Read more... )

( another ER visit )

 First dose of four and I'm already cramping. Thank goodness for narcotics, I think I'm gonna need them.

You know, I got everything I needed except one thing  -- Kleenex.  Oops.

M.

Edit: Holy crow! Empracet is the drug of the Gods. I went from Level Six Pain to Level Three in about a minute(and about 15 minutes after taking the pill). Maybe I'll ( Read more... )

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I cried a bit and I think that'll be enough for now. I'm in an odd place at the moment -- it doesn't feel as much like the end of the world as I thought it would ( Read more... )