unfinished

Thoughts so hard to decipher

Never knowing where to turn

a string of bad decisions

unravelling to the bottom

of a bottomless pit

climbing down further

into a shell of regret

too many tries at filling the gap

the black hole engulfing inside

searching for the past

loosing the key on purpose

making excuses for the future

trying ( Read more... )

wow haven't updated in a while.....lots been going on...except not in the boy department lol....:( anyways yeah i was in the hospital for a couple of days over the weekend...nothing too bad...i had appendicitis...i'm all better now minus one appendix and plus 3 little holes in my abdomen.....it's all good i had a hott ass male nurse taking care of ( Read more... )

Damn so i haven't updated this thing in a while....and the last time it really was very a sufficient update...so anyways here it goes....i have class but i'll try to say as much as i can......so i've been pretty sick lately.....just a lot of stuff....just from working a lot/being stressed/school....you know the usual stuff.....i guess it's just ( Read more... )

i'm sick...i fell like i've been dying this past week.....and it's been nothing except constant work...everyone, asking me for extra....STOP....shit i'm tired and sick...i just need to get better before school starts to get crazy hard.....i need to cut back and not work as much....the reality is that i'm never going to get into med school with the ( Read more... )

You are all my family....i see you more than i see or even talk to any blood relations....the majority of my "real" family isn't going to be here in a few months so it's make or break time......i know i'm optimistic about things....but it's not becuase i always want to see the bright side...it's becuase i know it exists....when people close ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Javier Hernandez
April 22, 1984 - March 6, 2005

what a weekend....i love spending time with my gurlies....i got exactly what i needed...a touch of home to help me make it trough these last two hectic weeks....I'm so lucky to have such great friends...i don't know what i would do without any of them....all 6....i would be lost....

wow what a long weekend already and it isn't even half way over yet....last night (friday) was AJ's leaving plaza party...it was nuts...so i walk in and this guy from work who has a crush on me like was really drunk and grabbed my arm and was like following me around...it was scary...and then i walk outside to say hi to everyone who was in the ( Read more... )