i am so frustrated. i dont have a car, i have to do stupid homework, i keep fighting with derek and i cant find a second job. i am so mad i dont know what to do. i just want to be happy like i was and its not working. i dont know if this is just a phase where i get bored with everything in my life or if this is me being unhappy because i dont do ( Read more... )

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im soo sad right now. i left a message on myspace to someone, and it made me think of all the great times we had. i rememeberd how happy i was before my life was all messed up. the onli thing i cared about was him, and hes all i ever wanted. i didnt want anyone else, and i keep trying to replace him, but its not working. there is no one at all like ( Read more... )

yesterday was warped tour. i was soooo close to M Shadows and it was awesome. i saw this other band southcott and they were awesome too. i had a comera filled with awesome picture of M shadows and the rest of a7x, but i lost it. oo well. im coming home in a few days. and the i will be going to my friends party on saturday. hopefully i can see all ( Read more... )

WOOH i finally did something good. yay!! lol im comig home in a week and a hlaf and im really excited for school to start. woooo hooo k byee lol

the kitty on the right is the one that died =0( the other one is his brother..

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i have terrible news. .. my cat died =0( we came home one night and found it dead in the kitty litter. it had choked on its own throw up. i cant believe this happend to him. i could not stop crying about it. i can hardly sleep. its so sad ( Read more... )

im having a great summer. but i miss hanging out with all of my friends. like when i talk to them i just feel so left out of everything thats going on with them. i cant wait to come down for a week and see all of them and get caught up with things. but then i will be gone for a few more weeeks after that. thats sad. i really hope that this year is ( Read more... )

i need to take my mind off of dumb pointless boys.. but im goin to warped tour and that will change everything.i need to stop getting in and out of relationships with guys that i dont want to be with. but as i said... warped tour will be crawling with mega hotties so i will probably try and talk to one of them. that would be cool, but i only want ( Read more... )

sadly my heart has been broken..