What does it mean to lie? Is it that you speak untrue words? Is it that you omit things? Is it that you dance around a question? Most everyone who knows me knows I do not trust anymore. It is one of my main character flaws. even those closest to me lie in opinion to me ( Read more... )

I had a best minute on Sat. Bert answered his phone and said" I am having lunch with my mom and stepdad can I call you back?" This is the first time that Bert actually referred to Alan as anything else but Alan. I was touched. We had a great day together and played Wii, went out to Japense steakhouse for Leslies B day and out of ice cream. I ( Read more... )

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November means a lot of things to me. November is my birthday month. The month my first child and beloved daughter was born. (plus a couple of nieces). It is also my darling husband's birth month and the month in which we first met. To top alll of that off, it's thanksgiving. Thanksgiving means different things to different people,, but it has ( Read more... )

We celebrated our 3 year anniversary this week. We got all dressed up and headed to Mortons for a wonderful dinner. Oysters on half shell, a bottle of holy trinity wine, salads, filet, crabcakes, scallops, potato, asparagus, chocolate cake & key lime pie. Oink oink yes we were pigs but had a wonderful dinner and time alone. Only interrupted ( Read more... )

It is happening again. I am losing control. I wonder just how long can I live with it?

I am truly amazed sometimes by what makes me happy. I got sick in summer of 2006 and pretty much stopped tanning then due to the effort. All I could do was function and nothing else much. this last year has been a recoup year. I have battled thru some things, celebrated others and survived! Friday, I went to the tanning salon and tanned ( Read more... )

Sometimes I regret that I had my tubes tied and burned years ago. At the time, I knew I wasnt able to take care of the two kids I had financially. I had a girl and a boy who were both healthy. But, when I hold baby Jesse I remember the feeling of being a mommy and that love. I know your kids grow up but its the thing I miss most hugging and ( Read more... )

I was thinking today about trust. talking with Brook about her relationship with a friend of hers and I was reminded trust is so fragile. Even more fragile than some think. Brook had a good comment today. I AM NOT AN IDIOT. DON'T PISS IN MY HAND AND TELL ME ITS RAINING! I wonder when those around me will figure out I know.....

Family pictures are posted to my myspace.http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.editAlbumPhoto&albumID=1587989&imageID=20325414&MyToken=7cd68693-4d38-