I'll Swallow Your Fear (I Will Show You How) [1/2] [NaNoRyRo 29]
Title: I'll Swallow Your Fear (I Will Show You How) [1/2] [NaNoRyRo 29]
Author: meiloslyther
Rating: R
Pairing: Rydon
POV: 1st, Brendon's
Summary: Ryan is a control freak. Brendon wants to change that.
Word Count: 401 [this part]; 1,922 [total]
Disclaimer: Not my boys, never happened. Don't Google yourselves, kids. Especially you, Bden, I see you lurking over there. *SpencerSmithglare*
Beta: None.
Author Notes: chokeonirony's prompt: EROTIC HYPNOSIS. my idea was a ryan/brendon established relationship where ryan is too afraid to give up control, so he would always be topping, would never even make the slightest noise during sex even if he had to hold his breath. and brendon is a little bit hurt & wonders if ryan fully trusts him. and they find out about erotic hypnosis on the internet, and think it might be a good way to get him to loosen up.
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Part 2
Ryan liked to be in control. Ryan always was in control. No matter what, Ryan had to have the upper hand, had to be the one with all the power.
Especially when it came to me. When we had sex, I was always on the bottom. It would always be his cock in my ass, his scrawny frame looming over me. He could hold me down and fuck me so hard that I screamed, but he wouldn't make a single sound. Sometimes he wouldn't even breathe.
I was maybe slightly worried about him, and definitely a lot hurt. Didn't he love me? Didn't he trust me? He was a control freak, sure, but to the point he couldn't even let go for one second in the bedroom?
After dealing with it for a year, I finally got the balls to do something about it.
"Erotic hypnosis? Sounds a little sketchy to me, Bren."
I snuggled into his side as he looked at the website I had found several weeks prior, after intense research and study, laptop resting on his thighs. "I think it'd be good for us," I replied carefully, tentatively. I had to go about this so cautiously if I wanted him to even consider it. "You know, something different, new." I very purposefully avoided the word 'exciting' because I knew that would just get him riled up, and I didn't want that.
He was reading something on the front page, but I knew for a fact that there was nothing on there that would scare him away. I checked. "Uh huh."
"I was thinking maybe I could do it to you," I pressed, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.
He looked down at me with a sort of calculating look before turning back to the screen. "Okay."
I tried my hardest not to flail and squeal excitedly. "Really?" I asked, biting my lip on a grin.
He highlighted a bit of text on the webpage and turned my face to look at it. "I do trust you, B." He turned my face back to look at him and he smiled slightly. "Do whatever you have to do," he added before pressing a kiss to my lips.
I beamed back at him when he pulled away. "Thanks, Ry," I muttered, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek before bouncing off into the back lounge with Jon and Spencer.
Author: meiloslyther
Rating: R
Pairing: Rydon
POV: 1st, Brendon's
Summary: Ryan is a control freak. Brendon wants to change that.
Word Count: 401 [this part]; 1,922 [total]
Disclaimer: Not my boys, never happened. Don't Google yourselves, kids. Especially you, Bden, I see you lurking over there. *SpencerSmithglare*
Beta: None.
Author Notes: chokeonirony's prompt: EROTIC HYPNOSIS. my idea was a ryan/brendon established relationship where ryan is too afraid to give up control, so he would always be topping, would never even make the slightest noise during sex even if he had to hold his breath. and brendon is a little bit hurt & wonders if ryan fully trusts him. and they find out about erotic hypnosis on the internet, and think it might be a good way to get him to loosen up.
'09 NaNoRyRo Masterlist
Part 2
Ryan liked to be in control. Ryan always was in control. No matter what, Ryan had to have the upper hand, had to be the one with all the power.
Especially when it came to me. When we had sex, I was always on the bottom. It would always be his cock in my ass, his scrawny frame looming over me. He could hold me down and fuck me so hard that I screamed, but he wouldn't make a single sound. Sometimes he wouldn't even breathe.
I was maybe slightly worried about him, and definitely a lot hurt. Didn't he love me? Didn't he trust me? He was a control freak, sure, but to the point he couldn't even let go for one second in the bedroom?
After dealing with it for a year, I finally got the balls to do something about it.
"Erotic hypnosis? Sounds a little sketchy to me, Bren."
I snuggled into his side as he looked at the website I had found several weeks prior, after intense research and study, laptop resting on his thighs. "I think it'd be good for us," I replied carefully, tentatively. I had to go about this so cautiously if I wanted him to even consider it. "You know, something different, new." I very purposefully avoided the word 'exciting' because I knew that would just get him riled up, and I didn't want that.
He was reading something on the front page, but I knew for a fact that there was nothing on there that would scare him away. I checked. "Uh huh."
"I was thinking maybe I could do it to you," I pressed, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.
He looked down at me with a sort of calculating look before turning back to the screen. "Okay."
I tried my hardest not to flail and squeal excitedly. "Really?" I asked, biting my lip on a grin.
He highlighted a bit of text on the webpage and turned my face to look at it. "I do trust you, B." He turned my face back to look at him and he smiled slightly. "Do whatever you have to do," he added before pressing a kiss to my lips.
I beamed back at him when he pulled away. "Thanks, Ry," I muttered, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek before bouncing off into the back lounge with Jon and Spencer.