so goes my life

[meiface]

the UglyI broke up with my boyfriend today. It was for the best, even if he hates me right now. What an ugly breakup, indeed. Still ugly, actually, as he keeps trying to call me and I absolutely, positively do not want to talk to him right now. To the point where I am turning off my phone; I don't care if this is considered avoidance of the

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[mardigrasmaven]

I'm sorry that your break-up's gone in this direction and he's rather mad at you and whatnot esp. considering that you're at a difficult point in time in your life.

If you need to talk, boo, I'm here and I know other friends are as well cuz we love you and want to see you happy. ♥ *hugs*

And right now, you time is definitely important. Maybe you should take a hot bath or shower and fix you a good comfort snack.

And I don't think the lyrics are out yet. Sorry D:

[meiface]

Thank you for your sweet words. Anyway, I did take some time for me today, so that's helped. I still really wish I could write though. I guess I got thrown out of my groove. :/

Official lyrics aren't out, I know, but I keep hoping some Korean-speaker will transcribe from the audiorip, haha. /ever-hopeful

[mardigrasmaven]

Anytime! And that's good! That's what you needed. Maybe you should talk to your mom again since you both seem to have a good relationship with each other; tell her some of your worries. But don't let it make you sick, ok?

Mei: You've thrown off my groove!
Guard: I'm sorry but you have thrown off the meiface's groove...
Poor sap that gets defenestrated: Soooooorryyyyyyy!!

That was a poor attempt at humor, but I hope it made you laugh. The writing bug will come back to you boo, just give it a little time. You love it too much for it to stay away.

I'm hoping for it too! The song, like it's name suggests, is Beautiful! :D

[hoyah]

♥ I'm sorry about the break up - but I think sometimes space is necessary. Avoidance isn't so bad of a thing, when facing things head on could mean pointless raging.

Good luck with the fic. Can't find DHae's lyrics but if they crop up, I'll try to let you know.

Yay fandom.

[meiface]

Thanks, Mai. ♥ I know there aren't official lyrics out yet but I'm holding out hope someone could actually make out what he was singing from the fancam...

[ch_ar_me]

*hugs* here's to hoping things will look up for you soon. i'd second the comment above. happy food, a bit of self-pampering. it'll help, even in its small way. :)

aaaand shamelessly stolen from today's post at kibumaday (because it's appropriate).

[meiface]

alksdjf cannot see imageshack photos in China apparently. ;_; But thank you for the sentiment. ♥ I'll be fine.

[ch_ar_me]

... oh china, you and your blocks D: (here :))
♥♥♥

[meiface]

Oh pretty Kibum and his long hair *________*

[papered]

):, I'm sorry. I don't think not picking up is always avoidance though - sometimes you just need time to yourself and all that. I hope you feel better though! (and forgive my insensitively cheerful HOW WAS YOUR DAY~~~ earlier on msn, lol. I uh. clearly had not flisted yet. ;;;)

looking forward to the pics, and sending ♥ you way.

[meiface]

Awww no bb, don't worry about it. Even when I'm having a bad day, cheer is good. It helps distract. :) ♥ I'll put up pics soonish. Maybe try to write some fic or read something first as a distraction.

[blue_cage]

*hugs* Having gone through a rather ugly break up before in which I ended up not talking to my ex for at least a year, I can only pray that it'll be much quicker for him to figure out it's for the best.

[meiface]

Yeah, it's hard to predict where this will go since it just happened this morning but...well, I'm hoping for the less drama the better. :/

Thanks though. ♥