so goes my life

Jul 22, 2009 00:32

the UglyI broke up with my boyfriend today. It was for the best, even if he hates me right now. What an ugly breakup, indeed. Still ugly, actually, as he keeps trying to call me and I absolutely, positively do not want to talk to him right now. To the point where I am turning off my phone; I don't care if this is considered avoidance of the ( Read more... )

the answer is still no, i don't know how to feel about this, remembering how to fucking breathe, i'm sorry i fail at life, random slice of life, i read too much

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black_goose July 22 2009, 08:09:46 UTC
hope everything works you ♥ no doubt it's hard now, for both of you, but he'll get over it, hopefully.

akjsd SJ/Dr Who crossover. More people need to write SJ with my favourite shows.

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meiface July 22 2009, 12:58:40 UTC
;__________; relationships suck.

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gymnopediste July 22 2009, 10:58:10 UTC
I hope things will somehow get better soon ♥ I don't think avoidance is always a bad thing. Do what's best for you.

Super Junior and, generally, its fandom still reminds me that there can be a happy place. ♥
i've sort of given up on fandoms, but super junior itself creates an endless amount of happiness for me~

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meiface July 22 2009, 12:59:43 UTC
sob, your icon, he is beautiful.

And yeah, doing the best I can for me and my life.

I've found the SJ fandom I associate with (but I stay in my corner lol) has been lovely. ♥

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gymnopediste July 22 2009, 14:42:06 UTC
there are so many good pics of ss/the presscon ;A; idk what to icon! or if i icon them all, idk which ones to use on my lj D:

hwaiting!

i like sj fans on my flist :D otherwise i only check sites for updates, not discussions or things (good lord, there's so much idiocy everywheeeere)

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meiface July 23 2009, 02:00:59 UTC
I hate omona and refuse to read it. I just make all my friends who do read it give me the news, haha.

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taylormercury July 22 2009, 11:09:43 UTC
I hope things will be less ugly and eventually sort themselves out! Being such a recent thing, it will take some time to settle, but hopefully it will! ♥♥ time and space for yourself is an important thing too though, and you definitely need to do what feels right for you. I hope things will look up for you soon, Mei!

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meiface July 22 2009, 13:00:35 UTC
Thank you, Mica. ♥ I hope things will get better. I hope I figure out, more importantly, me. And what I want. :(

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yourdearpostman July 22 2009, 11:26:45 UTC

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meiface July 22 2009, 11:44:39 UTC
This post made me smile, omg, you're so sweet.

...after I stared at the second gif for a few long minutes first, I mean.

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magicmelodyx July 22 2009, 11:40:29 UTC
Ugh, messy breakups. I wish we didn't have to go through them. *hugs* For what it's worth, though, I admire you for making that decision even if it was tough. That kind of honesty's hard to manage sometimes.

Haven't found the lyrics for "Beautiful," but I'll be sure to send them your way if I come across them. (That is, if by some miracle I find them before hoyah.)

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meiface July 22 2009, 12:26:02 UTC
♥ Thanks, it really means a lot. It should be better given time but...well, today was less than fun, generally.

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