I got shit for saying this in a more public forum so I deleted it, but I still want to write it down.

I feel like I'm not allowed to be upset about my infertility because I haven't had a miscarriage. I'm still extremely heartbroken, but apparently I have no reason to be because I didn't lose anything. Ha-fucking-Ha.

So, I had a dream last night in which I had been regularly going to the doctor. It was winter time, or I lived in just a very cold and snowy part of the world and I drove an Audi (I drove horribly for some reason, Pffft) but those are just little details. So, I had been seeing the doctor frequently, I'm not sure exactly why (because this is a dream ( Read more... )