Still listening to Susan Enan's "Bring on the Wonder"

And I only wanted to log on to see what everyone else was up to...

And to update...

On with the updating...
 

Wow It's been a while...

Moved in with Ryan...

Got laid off...

Got called back to help them close...

Went blond...

Older sister had her new baby...

Fell in love with the T.V. show Bones...

Currently loving Susan Enan's song Bring On The Wonder...

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Nothing really changes with me I guess...

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Huh...  Funny.
 

I know that I haven't posted in a while.... So here's a little update.

Some know and some may nmot know that Ryan [Lorencen] and I have been talking for a while now... Well, we started dating on Halloween.

I've never been happier. It's like we were meant to be together... Even though he's 19, and myself being 21.   Not that it's a big thing to me ( Read more... )

Just wanted to say thanks to al the real freinds that I have...

Especially the ones who let me know how it is.

Thanks, Wooley...

Maybe now I can open my eyes and see people for what they really are.

I got nothin ( Read more... )

A while ago I told myself that I'd stop blogging about depressing things...   Here's a little of both...

Everytime I think about Alex I just want to throw up...  I get literally sick just from thinking about all the hurtful things that we've done to eachother...

The worst of it all is that I get sick because I know that he just used me so many times ( Read more... )

Fuck it ( Read more... )

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All I can say is FUCK!!!!!!

FUCK!!!

FUCK!!!

FUCK!!!!

FUCK!!!!

FUCK!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!

It was all a mistake in the first place... I should have just left it all alone.

but it still remains that we still end up seeing eachother in the strangest places... and the strangest times...  and we end up talking...

well... this time, I'm not going to do it. I'm not going ( Read more... )

So I went to the Hookah bar tonight to see Wooley.  I didn't know that Alex would be there.  At first I freaked. My heart rate was at 160 BPM. I was literally about to pass out.  Long story short, after an awkward night of silence and pissyness, there were a few jokes thrown around just before Alex was going to leave.  I asked if I could walk him ( Read more... )