it's gotten to that twilight zone time, i feel so alone 'cause nothing is stirring, but there's no one i can call 'cause i don't like to wake people up, and it's getting to be too late and i don't know what i just wrote i'm just going to keep writing so that i can have something to do, so i don't cry, okay ( Read more... )

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so, if you REALIZE that you're emotionally immature does that make you any better off, it probably means you're now capable of change and it's your job to make that change, but what if i like my immaturity or feel that i can't change? i'm not sure why, but ( Read more... )

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From Go-Quiz.comi deffinately believe this, that's why you always want to hang out with me when you're at your dad's to ummm ( Read more... )

hmmm, my eyes hurt, i'm really not used to staying up late, if you could call this late ( Read more... )

just as a mini broke up on what happened today, in order, i ( Read more... )

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okay, so my foot is swollen and stupid looking and i get to go to the hospital for that, wow, that's horribly stupid. however, i am talking to emilie, my frenchie, on im right now, which makes me feel better, i like feeling like i can speak other languages! regardless of my actual skills, i'm sure i'm spelling things wrong but she understands me, ( Read more... )

do you ever feel successful when you have fully captured a thought, and in a physical way so that you can hold it in your hand, maybe that's just 'cause i forget EVERYTHING, even my labels don't help. repetition is the only thing that helps me remember stuff, but i can't live my life in repetition, so most of it just goes blowing on past me, i ( Read more... )

so if we're constantly seeking the first "high" the first time to do anything, even the first time we take our own breath, and if we were to forget that perfect high every time, then everytime would be the first and it would be blissful everytime, regardless of the fact that the chemical change might be happening on different levels, so all we need ( Read more... )