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megoobie

Beautiful Demons

Nov 19, 2007 20:30

I find myself more contemplative than usual tonight. Thoughts fly about my head like beautiful glints of light that I can never catch and whose color I can only describe with words that will no doubt sound fantastic and flowery. I think I write to rid myself of the beautiful demons; it's an earnest attempt, to be sure, but it has yet to prove ( Read more... )

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scarletsherlock November 20 2007, 14:24:20 UTC

I don't know how you wake up so early. I woke up at 7.00 and wanted to shut the whole world off...

Sometimes it's good to be contemplative. I've been doing that whole "shut the world off" thing a lot lately because I just don't want to think about stuff. I know what you mean about the constant awareness; sometimes it's hard to go to sleep at night because of all the junk running through my brain.

I'm glad you have such a great relationship with your mom. She is definitely a great lady. I didn't have that with my mom when I was younger and I really regret that now. Life would have been much easier if I could have gone to my mom when things were bad.

megoobie November 21 2007, 02:03:24 UTC

I go to sleep early! No idea why I started, but it seems to work! I actually went to bed super early today and just woke up. I suppose I'll go back to sleep in a couple of hours.

It is good, just, at certain times, overwhelming. I hope that you are doing okay...

It's sometimes rough, but we're like peas in a pod. It is to be expected with mothers.

eers November 20 2007, 15:59:45 UTC

Wow. You get up really, really early. I really couldn't - I'd hit the alarm clock and doze off again, and end up too late for everything.

Shutting the world off is something I wish I could do sometimes. Unfortunately, it doesn't always work that well and I end up exhausted. Oh, well.

And I'm glad you and your mom get along so well :)

megoobie November 21 2007, 02:05:49 UTC

I do! I generally go to bed around six and wake up around three. I always get enough sleep and don't have to worry about homework after school. I've just been sleeping so much lately, so that's why I freaked out when I didn't wake up as early as I had planned.

Oh, and on the weekends, I stay up until twelve or one and wake up at nine or ten. Weird.

Yea... 'tis exhausting. But, in the end, probably a good thing. :)

Take care!