I'm not really sure what to do with myself.  Summer is leaving and senior is walking through the door. With a majority of my friends gone/ going to college i can't decide if i being left behind or if i have been given the oppertunity to move ahead with life.

after spending a large amount of my weekend preparing college shit, i think that i would ( Read more... )

wow .  . . i really have no idea where to start with this journal entry.  At the moment everything is just so over whelming.

I just got back from andrew polich's house warming party... That was an event. Almost every teacher that i had at fatima was there and of course chris, declan, and paul who showed up fashionably late (4 hrs late).  Meg showed ( Read more... )

do you ever get to the point where you don't know where to go, which road to take, whether to go fast or just take your time?

after my european adventure (where, along with doing a lot of bar hopping, i was also able to contemplate life in an utter wasted state of mind) i have come to the conclusion that i am at that place, a crossroads so to speak ( Read more... )

wow it has been a long time since i  have written in my journal, most likely because it is sometime and i am always busy.

at the moment i am sitting in my dads basement in nashville lisenting to jason mraz on the tv radio thing, goodtimes.

in about 15 minutes i have to go back to working on a gospel tv sho for mtv (called "living up loud") for ( Read more... )

wow ther past several days have been, to say the least, amazing. I feel so accompliched considering the fact that i have been to france and italy. at the moment i am in a bar in sorrento, italy drinking a gin and tonic while mike and mary beth and dan are upstairs ( Read more... )

wow i can't believe that i am finally off to france and italy and greece tomorrow!!  i think that i am most excited about italy, mainly because ever since i saw the movie "only you," when i was five, i have have been obsessed with it.

who knows maybe i'll meet the man of my dreams in italy, cause i obviously can't find him in seattle.  well i have ( Read more... )

 Pair of Old Navy Capri's                         Cost :       $24.89

Watch from Nordstrom                            Cost :       $19.92

Movie Ticket and Popcorn and Pop         Cost :       $13.45

1 chicken gyro                                          Cost :      $ 3.39

Filling up jeep with gas                              Cost :      $ 23.75

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As some may know today is my little brothers sixth birthday.  Its been a great day, little monsters running and screaming throughout the house, cake all over the new carpet, finding my clothes shoved into different draws. Haha, its been eventful.

The best part was being strapped on to the back of a bright red 1940's firetruck and riding around in ( Read more... )

Getting to school this morning, senior hall empty, no natalie, krystal, ben, meg, eli, lulu, or kimmy to talk to, i came to the realization that they are now gone. They aren't people i go to school with but people that live in the real world and have to go far away to school. i think that i hit the fan when  i couldn't find natalie and krystal ( Read more... )

i hate the fact that i always think that i see people i know but it never ends up being who i think it is.  like today i thought i saw someone that i haven't seen in a long time and tapped the person on the shoulder . . . basically i made an ass out of myself cause it was just a random person.

i think that i have some bad karma coming my way . . .
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