Confusion.

I dont know what to do anymore.
I mean i go to work.
Come home.
Sleep.
Call shauna.
Call whomever.
then go back to work.
oh && the clubbing on the weekend.

What can i say I miss him ALOT.
It doesnt help that guys also love to play mind games.

Im worried about timmy.
I havent heard from him in 2 weeks.
longest ive gone.
I just want to  make sure he is ( Read more... )

god I miss him.

I got the job a walmart

Im SO EXCITED!!

Im also getting my own Apartment.

So for everyone whos ever told me I couldnt do it  FUCK YOU

Im also getting my ged then going to ccri until i find out what i want to do

Life is really good right now.....Hope it stays that way.

Livejournal is gay and so are you. end of story :)

WOW people piss me right the fuck off. She says im an overdramatic whore....HAHA fuck that cunt. Shes fucking crazy. i just read something in her lj that pissed me right the fuck off. she tells ppl her whole life story to get them to feel bad for her get real no one cares about your fat ass. get over it. :) Then adam says i fall in love way to fast ( Read more... )

so today was the worst day. Adam broke up with me. beacause he cant stand me. pretty much i feel soo used. nd helpless. im not trying to make him sound like an asshole. i did this to myself. i shouldnt have trusted him with it. im glad we didnt have sex. but i gave alot to him. i feel so trashy nd discusting. he told me he loved me. then took it ( Read more... )

hey havent wrote nething in a looooong time. but yeah so i guess everything is good me nd adam r good for now. lol i tried alot of new things last night. nd apparently im not too bad :) hehe. neways....timmy called yesterday. im glad he did i started to get worry bout the kid. :( we talked for about 30 mins. i so hope he goes on friday when we go ( Read more... )

soo my birthday was 4 days ago. im finally 18. hehe. im kinda worried though i havent heard from timmy in 3 days :( kinda scares meeeee. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im going insane.

okay so these past couple of days have been so fucking stressful i dont think ive gone a day without crying my eyes out. i know sounds emo huh. well timmy called los madre' yesterday nd he needed to be picked up b.c his roomate is a crazy bitch n threw him out of his apt. the night before. b.c she went on his myspace n saw comments that girls had ( Read more... )

so. life can be very unfair. the one thing that i want i cant have. i like someone so much its sad. he likes me too or says he does. well. his life isnt in order n i totally understand that. i want him to get everything straight. but it just sucks that nuthing is going to happen for atleast a year and a half. wow thats a long time to wait........