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so today was the worst day. Adam broke up with me. beacause he cant stand me. pretty much i feel soo used. nd helpless. im not trying to make him sound like an asshole. i did this to myself. i shouldnt have trusted him with it. im glad we didnt have sex. but i gave alot to him. i feel so trashy nd discusting. he told me he loved me. then took it all away. wow jon is right i am an idiot to think he did care. how do i always get caught up in this shit. he was my best friend. but i dont think i can talk to him it wouldnt feel right. i gave my heart to him for the second time nd he spit on it. my gaurd is up for good now. no more thinking that any guy is perfect no more sexual activites lol im just done. for awhile. i cant go threw this again.