So it's been a week straight I've tried to call my mom. She still doesn't answer. I hope it's just because I call from adams phone since mine is shut off. Whatever the case is I am still her daughter. I am her flesh and blood and for her to just disown me because of the person I chose to be with is just wrong. It is so sickening to know that I have ( Read more... )

Well today has been interesting. My phone got shut off because my dad said it was $180 this month. This is impossible because I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS. I don't talk to my mom and I'm always with adam...so who the hell am I calling? I dunno so I lost out on this job I think because they don't have a number to get ahold of me on. So then after all ( Read more... )

i miss my bestest friend! :(

well things are going good...Adam and I are great! We have never been better. We totally trust eachother and we are more in love now than we ever have been. Im drunk right now so excuse me if this doesnt make sense lol. Well i lost one of my bestest friends in the world but I guess if hes gonna end it than it wasnt that good of a friendship anyways ( Read more... )

Well not much has changed except oh wait I got fired from my job...yea can you believe that! It's dumb but I have a job lined up with St. Johns hospital so hopefully all goes well with that. Nothin else is really new tho. Same shit just another day. Lata

So remember the post I made about that party I was at and how Anna was being dumb well this is an e-mail she sent to me ( Read more... )

Well I'm in love. I hate it. I know hes not good for me but hes promising me hes gonna change and I really believe it this time. He went all day sober. It doesnt seem like much but for him its a hard thing to do. I just don't know if I can take much more pain. I'm thinkin I'll give it one more shot. 3 strikes right? well hes on his 2nd. Hopefully ( Read more... )

So anyways I was hanging out with Adam last night because I love him to death and I just wanted to be with him. Things were going good. We got drunk with his bros and then we went to visit Teresa and Andrew and then we went to another party. Anna was there (shes the one who invited us; I'm trying this whole don't be so jealous thing.) So anways ( Read more... )

Its not meant to be I think we both know ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was extremely nuts! I almost died, was wasted the whole weekend, told my mom the truth about my life, and yet it was one of the best weekends I had in a while. I hung out with an old friend and I met some really fun people. (without drugs!) Ive been clean for about 2 months and I'm finally starting to get my life back together. I ( Read more... )