This winter beats last winter by a long shot.
Thank God for that.

Chris, I love you.

Update:

I love my boyfriend more than life itself.

End update.

I'm happy.
Really, really happy.
Life is good :D

I have job.
Amazing friends.
I'm getting a car soon.
ANNNNDDD....
A new, very adorable crush.

It never fails.
I get close to someone.
And then I lose them.
It's happening again.
It's rediculous.
I'm not going to get close to people after this.
I can't take it.

I'm so sick of just being left behind because I don't fit peoples standards.
It makes me feel so worthless.
I'm so sick of this.

Gahhh.

Well, once again.
Goodbye guys...

...For good.

So, I've noticed that I only update this thing when there's something bothering me.
And holy shit is that a lot.
LiveJournal has kept me sane.
Thank you, LJ, thank you :)

Yepp, random thought.

It's official.
I have hit rock bottom.
Nothing can make me happy anymore.
I can't take this.
Something has got to change.

Once again...
It never fails.

I am slowly getting to the place I want to be.
Thank God for that.

I need to see RENT.
It's been a while.
And I'm getting in the mood for it again :)

No Day But Today

So, here's a summer update.
It's been good.
Gena has been in and out of the state.
Anthony is still Anthony.
And Olie is definitely still Olie.
I have been spending most of my days with those three.

FLEDtheKING is really coming together, too.
That's pretty exciting.
They have some awesome songs.

Yepp, but I'm out.
Goodbye all :)

I know I said I'd post pictures.
But I tried like 23543232 different times, and they all didn't work.
So fuck it.

I went to church today.
It was so good to go.
I haven't been in a while.
And the service was perfect for how I've been feeling lately.
It's crazy.
God works in mysterious ways.

I'm tired, so I'm going to bed, goodnight all :)