It has been a million years since I have been on this thing ( Read more... )

There are so many people I remember...moving towards something. I was moving towards something. And now I just feel like I am struggling to stay afloat, clinging to log in troubled waters. My whole life occurs inside of a jello mold. It is slow and full of sugared fruit. I can shake and shake, but it all pretty much comes back to the same place ( Read more... )

I was staring at the sky ( Read more... )

Today I spent five hours making my front porch the most scrumptious small space ever. I cut hedges, power washed the porch, planted herbs, veggies, and flowers in pots and hanging pots and cleaned all the seats till they were just inviting a good long sitting in. Anyone who wants to enjoy a cup of coffee/tea with me this summer should come on over ( Read more... )

The past two weeks have been both dramatic and traumatic. And I have reached a point where I just am not handling anything at all. Not that I am not handling it well, but I actually have not been handling anything. At all. Today I went to work. But I haven't been to anything else since Saturday. That was the day the world pooped on Megan from the ( Read more... )

Megan ( Read more... )

I am in such a fucking bad place right now.

My stupid cat ran away on Sunday. He's back now though. With a cold and an appetite ( Read more... )

Uh. I hate this question: Is he going to call? Am I supposed to not think about it? Just assume he isn't? And then be surprised if he does? This is stupid ( Read more... )

How could you do nothing ( Read more... )