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[meeshicus]

I feel like a complete idiot. Ever feel like you know the outcome to a movie because you have watched it so many times you know the words by heart yet still feel like you can will the ending to be different. That is kinda of my life. I know and understand what he is saying..I swear to god I do. But there is a part of me that just hopes and

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[leatherkitten]

awww meeshiepickle it will be ok. it just takes time to find someone who truly truly understands you and loves you for you. it just takes time. i know it sucks but i promise it will get better. if you need to talk then you know i'm here.

[meeshicus]

Thanks Aj..I know it will..I give the same advice myself. Its just hard when its me in the position. I'll be fine but lastnight I just had to have a meltdown. Im ok now though. Thanks for replying. How are things with your girl. Awesome Im hoping. Whats new?

[ummie]

*hugs* I'm sorry things aren't working out the way you've been hoping. I don't know the intimate details but I believe that someday you'll meet your prince/ss charming. Keep on going and don't give up.

[meeshicus]

Hey..Thanks so much. *hugs* thanks im not giving up..but realizing something wasn't ment to be even when i knew it all along is just hard. Thanks for the hugs. Whats new with you?

[ummie]

Well nothing much really, just doing the daily grind. Never posted on it but I changed jobs 1st of March, and I must say it's one of the best choices I've ever made. I'm so relaxed now even though I've been thrown in the deep end. I'm doing good. Also on a diet, I've lost round about 35 pounds, still have to do more than that, but I'm doing it. :) Will update some pics sometime. Oh and I'm still single , hehe. So there's my life in 10 seconds.

So I hope you feel better in a bit. Stay strong. M.

[meeshicus]

Awesome job with the weight loss. I have been loosing the same 10 pounds and gaining them back for over a year now..So nice job with the 35..rock on. What have you been doing?

Congrats with the new job..glad your happy. Can't wait to see the pics...and single is the way to be..less emotional stress. But thankfully Having a good support system behind me always helps. its amazing how many people I can call friends..both in real life and on the internet. Everyone listens. Im doing better...thank so much. Keep me posted with the weight loss and pics too..:)
~Meesh