ok so i put this really kool earing in my ear and it totally fucked my ear up and now it hurts liek hell and i think it's deciding whether to get infected or not at the very moment, i hope i dont sleep on it tonight ( Read more... )

everything just sucks a lot right now. everything. the oly question i ask, is why cant i be pretty so the guys i want to like me will like me? why cant i? what the fuck is my fuckin problem. i think ill drink for myself, since i have nothing else to drink to. another shot down the toobs for meegs the ugly bitch thats not girlie enough for ( Read more... )

ok i just drink a lil bit, i am a lil buzzed, i got depressed, so i went and got a hot cocoa and when i came home loaded it with moms kaluah. i was so fucked up with emtions and still am that i booted in the kitchen sink like 10 minutes ago. it fuckin sucks. i dont know whats wrong with me, i think ill go write in my other journal or draw ( Read more... )

I dont know man, like...I have so much shit in my life right now. Like I'm secretly depressed i think, but like, i cant tell anyone because then i wont be a strong person any more, but I dont knwo how much longer i can deal with this constant depression...Like Ive had it for so long now, like almost a year, and I don't knwo how to deal with it, ( Read more... )

ok so i had a good day again with dave and mike. we went to the mall and played DDR again. i played 5 times this time, and started to get the hang of it, i think if i play it more often ill get better, but i cant become an addict. haha i cant believe i even had to say that. ok i dont know, just good day, saw shamus, he met dave and mike, we ( Read more... )

ok so i just wrote this long and kool entry about what a good day i had today and then the fuckin thing lost it, so im not gonna write anything too too much in here cuz im tired and wanna go to bed, but to make a long story shirt, went to mall watched dave play dancing game thing stomper thing, and had good time trying myself once...great day all ( Read more... )

I guess now that Ive had time to think about it, i really don't care much any more because as my mother said today to me, "it's a wonder you are still trying to be her friend after the way she treats you all the time." As I look at it, it is kinda like she really does run my life. its not all her though, it's me too, I let it happen. It's ( Read more... )

Lil Hanky Spanky: Dear Meghan ( Read more... )

definalely describes it all right here ( Read more... )

yeah so i dont know whats wrong with me, im like torn in 1000 different directions. I need to get back into school, i cleaned my room so i think im on the right track. i know that saounds gay, but for me= BIG STEP! I don't knwo but this song totally gets me in the cacaspot ( Read more... )