uhh...burritos?
I dont know man, like...I have so much shit in my life right now. Like I'm secretly depressed i think, but like, i cant tell anyone because then i wont be a strong person any more, but I dont knwo how much longer i can deal with this constant depression...Like Ive had it for so long now, like almost a year, and I don't knwo how to deal with it, like I went to the whole therapist thing, and it sucked, because I cant tel people I am depressed, because thats the whole reason...I cant tell people, so how would I tel someone I dont know like a therapist? DUR?!?! Well, Janis says it's not a clinical thing, liek i need drugs, but she does see my deoression when nobody lse does...I think Im really lonely and that may have somethign to do with it. like ive always been lonely, but I thoink its starting to kick in...maybe...I dont particularly know really, thats why Im in such a perdicament. I've been making this blanket, thats kinda kool, and it has been being made since december or '00. I just make a little a day, and i think it will be done soon. I told mike when I was starting it that i was making him a blanket, but i wonder if he remembers, because well, im keeping this one. I will make him one though, because he would die!!
So I dont know about dave...Like I dont care that caitlin and him kissed, but i was getting pissed at the whole ass and tit grabbing thing that he was foing to her that night. It is not at all caitlins fault, so Caitlin, if you read this, I really am not mad at you, and Im not mad at dave ewither, but i was just annoyed by the whole thing at the time, and just had to leave. So I guess I still get jealous when dave points out hotties to me, because well, im not, so it makes me jealous, and determined to be a hottie some day. I am actually working on it, but thats a secret..heh, on a public journal, its not anymore..hahaha
well, yeah i played ddr with dave today, it was definately good times. i think i did exceptionally well for me, which is not so hot in comparison to davie crocket, but im gettin there, another million dollars and i shall rule DDR for ever!! I WILL BE THE DDR QUEEN!!! heres a little bit of funniness from me and nick and our conversation extravaganzas we often have:
MeegieWeegie: yo dink
MeegieWeegie: long time no talk
DrugCars: you smelly twat
DrugCars: oh my
DrugCars: pardon me
MeegieWeegie: hey hey now
MeegieWeegie: you are definately a smellier twat then me
MeegieWeegie: :-)
DrugCars: you are what you eat
DrugCars: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! good one nick
MeegieWeegie: oh my god
MeegieWeegie: dude you just slammed yourself
MeegieWeegie: you smelly twat
MeegieWeegie: :-)
MeegieWeegie: hahahaha
DrugCars: oh shit
DrugCars: shut up!
MeegieWeegie: hahahahahahaha
MeegieWeegie: you are what you eat nick!
MeegieWeegie: na na na bo boo
OHMYGOD!! CAITLIN IS SO THE BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD
: LOOK!!!
catermegirl: seriously, to be really korny, i had the best time with you and i really love our friendship and i consider you like my best friend
MeegieWeegie: YAY!!! ME TOO!!!!!:-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-)::-):-):-):-):-):-)
catermegirl: like i am so serious, i am getting all teary here
catermegirl: i am so glad after so long we can be awesome together
catermegirl: thank you for being so awesome
MeegieWeegie: CUZ LIKE, NOT TO SOUND LIKE AN ASS, BUT BEFORE LIKE, THE END OF YOUR TIME AT LFC, I STILL TOOK YOU AS 2ND TO ANNE, BUT LIKE WHEN YOU MOVED IN, I WAS LIKE, FUCK ANNE MAN, SHES THE BEST!!:-)
MeegieWeegie: CUZ WELL...YOU ARE
catermegirl: you are too much
MeegieWeegie: I TRY
MeegieWeegie: ;-)
catermegirl: i love you
ISNT SHE THE BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD?!?! IM SO GLAD I HAVE HER! AWW YEAH, MADE MY DAY. TEE HEE HEE
~MEEGS
So I dont know about dave...Like I dont care that caitlin and him kissed, but i was getting pissed at the whole ass and tit grabbing thing that he was foing to her that night. It is not at all caitlins fault, so Caitlin, if you read this, I really am not mad at you, and Im not mad at dave ewither, but i was just annoyed by the whole thing at the time, and just had to leave. So I guess I still get jealous when dave points out hotties to me, because well, im not, so it makes me jealous, and determined to be a hottie some day. I am actually working on it, but thats a secret..heh, on a public journal, its not anymore..hahaha
well, yeah i played ddr with dave today, it was definately good times. i think i did exceptionally well for me, which is not so hot in comparison to davie crocket, but im gettin there, another million dollars and i shall rule DDR for ever!! I WILL BE THE DDR QUEEN!!! heres a little bit of funniness from me and nick and our conversation extravaganzas we often have:
MeegieWeegie: yo dink
MeegieWeegie: long time no talk
DrugCars: you smelly twat
DrugCars: oh my
DrugCars: pardon me
MeegieWeegie: hey hey now
MeegieWeegie: you are definately a smellier twat then me
MeegieWeegie: :-)
DrugCars: you are what you eat
DrugCars: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! good one nick
MeegieWeegie: oh my god
MeegieWeegie: dude you just slammed yourself
MeegieWeegie: you smelly twat
MeegieWeegie: :-)
MeegieWeegie: hahahaha
DrugCars: oh shit
DrugCars: shut up!
MeegieWeegie: hahahahahahaha
MeegieWeegie: you are what you eat nick!
MeegieWeegie: na na na bo boo
OHMYGOD!! CAITLIN IS SO THE BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD
: LOOK!!!
catermegirl: seriously, to be really korny, i had the best time with you and i really love our friendship and i consider you like my best friend
MeegieWeegie: YAY!!! ME TOO!!!!!:-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-)::-):-):-):-):-):-)
catermegirl: like i am so serious, i am getting all teary here
catermegirl: i am so glad after so long we can be awesome together
catermegirl: thank you for being so awesome
MeegieWeegie: CUZ LIKE, NOT TO SOUND LIKE AN ASS, BUT BEFORE LIKE, THE END OF YOUR TIME AT LFC, I STILL TOOK YOU AS 2ND TO ANNE, BUT LIKE WHEN YOU MOVED IN, I WAS LIKE, FUCK ANNE MAN, SHES THE BEST!!:-)
MeegieWeegie: CUZ WELL...YOU ARE
catermegirl: you are too much
MeegieWeegie: I TRY
MeegieWeegie: ;-)
catermegirl: i love you
ISNT SHE THE BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD?!?! IM SO GLAD I HAVE HER! AWW YEAH, MADE MY DAY. TEE HEE HEE
~MEEGS