I have been very happy, and so while there are many words, there is nothing to say.

I dreamt during a nap that I was riding my bike fast down a hill on my way home, I was looking down at the road watching it pass my tire and when I looked up I didn't recognize the houses and the street signs had the wrong numbers. I pulled my bike off to the side of the road and was stunned at how I got lost, at how my memory could not recall ( Read more... )

I feel as if I should be recording all this. It might be important one day. It sure is important now ( Read more... )

"when I stay, who gets the pillow?"

Dream songs 171 and 248

I don't get how I can lay with her for hours, spending long moments just looking into each others eyes in silence, and then feel completely uncertain of anything when I am away.

One time I ate a weed brownie before going to see a girl I liked. I have never been high, and didn't think anything would happen. Then I got the spins and cottonmouth and couldn't put a sentence together.

nerves of veal

"What of it, if some old hunks of a sea-captain orders me to get a broom and sweep down the decks? What does that indignity amount to, weighed, I mean, in the scales of the New Testament? Do you think the archangel Gabriel thinks anything the less of me, because I promptly and respectfully obey that old hunks in that particular instance? Who aint a ( Read more... )

It takes me a week to live a day.