worst day of work the absolute worset, first some how i chipped a tooth smoking a ciggerrette then i got stuck doing bitch work then after lunch they stole my cd player n made me listen to country gah i hated it it felt like a life time before work was over n iu swear i almost cried cuz the lil kids have better jobs then me dammit ( Read more... )

i woke up in a daze again today i didnt even kno what was going on i didnt drink or do anything last night but i had a thought in my head and its been plagueing the back of my mind for a while now what if this isnt real? i mean how different are we from computers and machines? we have almost no differences from robots they come in just about the ( Read more... )

well i went into work today to put in overtime it sucked i was sooo bored then i got home and watched a movie i got from my nana pat called saved its badass then just chilled then my roomate and i went to native new yorker with my old stoner posse it was strange being one of the only sober people at the table heh i think i saw shannon there too m ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night and i think its my road to fame and my tikit to never be forgotten ( Read more... )

ok im guessing ur mad at me? lol alrighty well work sux we got these 2 lil kids like 13 and 16 i think working there for the summer which means their taking all my saftey jobs and leaving me with the shit work like i guess there not even allowed to take out the trash?? wtf eh but yeah all my shit is straightened out but 2 things im working on em ( Read more... )

well i had a fucking blast the past few days i dont remember nething except i ran into a few people i didnt mean to lol but i kno i had fun im ofically old now and those damn teenagers lol oh my goodness i hate teenagers i need a lady friend someone buy me a hooker heh im out gotta do my own laundry cuz my mommie is away im sad i miss her

**claps hands** it's my birthday,everyone pay attntion to me

lol im trying to get all my shit together **crosses fingers** i mighta messed something up but hopefully i didnt but hey hey tomorrow i getta see my babies they alwayz make me feel better especially devon (except when i bring a female around her then she hates me and gives the female dirty looks...... its actually kinda cute) my mommy is going to ( Read more... )

something bad always happens this week every year and its already happening
i just want to be held and told everything will be ok

i'm not sure whats going on ne more lol its confusin. i;m almost old lol man i mighta fuct up today dammit but we'll find out soon people better fuck me up next weekend i i was at a strip club once yea i decided i am no longer helping people cuz u usually end up fucking urself and im tired of fucking myself well gotta go meet up with nu york ( Read more... )